ranya.

21 she/they prev slitstay/slitgpt latter day saint lifestyle landmine

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they termed me <3

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i thnk evn if i wre to try to snd ygs anons i'd b caught so quickly bc of th way i type. i cldn't b bothred to fke a diff typing style i love my lil typing quirk too mch

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my arm's itching rly bad bt i cn't act scratch myslf thr's a bndage prcisely whr i wna do so

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i dn't evn thnk i've liked anyone's posts tday bt apparntly i've alr reached th likes limit?? rly hope ths week flies by fast so i cn pay fr premium again i cn't stnd nt being able to spam ppl

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i need to strt drnkng real watr bc all i drnk is diet coke nd monstr nd it's nt hlping my situation i'm probs dhydrated as shit

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tmi bt i've hd a trrible uti fr days now my pee's strting to trn blck. i'm gna tke a pot frm th nrsing room so i cn test myslf latr. they do say brning's anothr method of sh tho so mayb i shld js brve thru it.

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i need to sit down

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dn't give me any mre notes guys i'm spposed to b wrking nt glued to my dmn screen

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sumone will like my post nd i'll stare intnsely at th notif like i'm tryna snd thm a telepathic msg. mayb a thnk you. mayb a yk you're wht's keeping me alive rn.

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dn't give me any mre notes guys i'm spposed to b wrking nt glued to my dmn screen

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ytb......why are you rcmmnding ths to me....

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why do i hv to feel so embarrassed ab my own existnce. wht in th schizotypal is tht. i try rly hard to b sumone bt i alw fail to meet th mst basic stndrds fr humanity. i'm nt srprised i hv cotard's syndrome w hw alienated i feel frm everybdy else. i alw wondr how othr ppl cn b so full of life while i cn't evn feel my own heart beating inside of me. it's exhausting. look at me being all vnty as if i evn care. i dn't care. i cn't mke myslf care ab ths stuff. i'd say i wish i cld b nrmal bt i'd b straight up lying. i dn't wish to b diff, i js wish to b wht i alr am, dead. yk. ykykyk. or ydk. i'm exhausted.

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i went stalk your blog last night but you wernt ther im glad your back your my favorite :3

you should create your own tag incase you get got again ✨🦄

i've thought ab it bt i'm nt rly sure wht tags i'd use... or wht i'd name thm...

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one of our residents is lit screaming fr our help frm thr room bt fr no reason bc they're totlly fine nd it's causing irreprble damage to my eardrums

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updte: they clled me a whore, tld me to gt security to cme ctch thm, ran arnd th entire nrsing home, nd whn i caught thm, they strted prayng fr my dwnfall, clling me all sorts of vry unique names, bt they still fllwed me bck to thr room. thse are th nrsing home chrnicles

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my autocorrct is rcmmnding me my typical misspellngs now...i've succssflly trained ai to serve me...

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c trop bizarre d'avoir une moot qui parle fr.. youppi joie ig

nn mais c vraiment une blague sans nom jpp 🥹

nn mais carrémnt j'pensais mm ps qu'y avait d frnçais sur ce côté du blr mdr

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so ygs knw th nrsing home i wrk at is like situated right nxt to a forst nd i need to cnfss sth. i've thought of hnging myslf thr mre times thn i likely shld've

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it's been 8 mnths snce i last saw my psychiatrst. girlie's got to hv forgottn ab me. i wld've forgottn myslf. i'm nt a prson wrth rmring.