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I feel nothing - I feel everything

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Twwww for depressing shit on this stupid blog

About me under the cut જ⁀➴ ♡

Used to be su1cidalb1tch

Sh pics @cvtpicssssssss

Touch grass. Yeah touch grass ho... Anyways

About me

*cough* I'm a minor *cough 12 cough*

i do shitty art :D

I live on the internet

Ig you could say I'm a lifestyle jirai

I'm like omnisexual I think. Maybe lesbian

Things I've been diagnosed with

BPD, bipolar, ocd, major depressive disorder, GAD, social anxiety, clinical depression.

Woooooh but it's not like I suffer from it I just have it yk.

DNI - Transphobes. Homophobes. Sexists. NSFW blogs. P3dos. Nazis. Tr*mp supporters. Crappy people.

Ok um. I think that's it. Feel free to send me asks and anons woooooh.

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I see humans but no humanity

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I hate work. At least pay me for this shit

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I need a guy friend who does sh cause I've only met girls irl who do it 😔😔😔😔

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Welp. I'm sleeping now

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Lets play a game where I try to remember all my old accounts!

*takes a long breathe* Narfghost, wh0isvee, hazyvee, shark--soda, loserstarrygirl, hauntinglynumb, and the rest I forgot

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Random song I wrote back in 2024 I just found now

[Verse 1]

Woke up with a weight again,

Heavy like the sky caved in.

I fake a breath, pretend to smile,

But I’ve been sinking all the while.

The mirror shows a stranger’s face,

A ghost stuck in the same old place.

And I can’t scream, I can’t escape,

I’m trapped inside this endless ache.

[Chorus]

They say it gets better, just give it time,

But I’ve been waiting on that lie.

Years gone by, and still I drown,

No silver lining ever found.

I’m tired of holding on so tight,

To a rope that’s frayed and pulled from life.

If I disappear, would they even know?

I’ve been gone for years in my soul.

[Verse 2]

They hand me pills and hollow words,

Tell me healing’s just a verb.

But nothing mends the shattered core,

And I don’t wanna fake it anymore.

Each night I beg the dark to take

This burden I can’t bear awake.

And hope is just a poison grin,

A door I’m never walking in.

[Chorus]

They say it gets better, just give it time,

But I’ve been bleeding out in mine.

Every breath just hurts the same,

No relief, just deeper pain.

I’m tired of reaching for the light,

When all I see is endless night.

If I fall asleep and never rise,

Would that finally be alright?

[Bridge]

Don’t tell me that I’m strong for this,

Don’t tell me pain is where hope lives.

Some of us don’t heal, we just exist—

And that’s no way to live.

[Final Chorus]

They say it gets better, but maybe it won’t.

Some battles end before they’re won.

And if this is all there’ll ever be,

Then maybe peace is finally free.

Don’t cry for me when I am gone—

I’ve been missing all along.

Maybe I'll add some beats and chords and actually sing it and finally upload some music to yt or smth

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I hate getting t worded. I had like over 100 followers on my last acc and like I would make a post and in like 5 minutes it would already have notes but I got banned and now I'm back at square one. Oh well

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you're dating my friend so you're cool 👍

Ayyyyyy ty <3

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give @su1cidalwhore attention guys she deserves it

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🥺 🫶

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FUCK ME I HATE BEING GEN ALPHA

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Should I post a vid of me singing

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I love @su1cidalwhore

evey hi :)

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HI ALEXXXX

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good person 🫵🏼

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Great person x 1 million 🫵

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I love @su1cidalwhore

evey hi :)

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HI ALEXXXX

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marry me plz

OFC YESSS WHEN'S THE WEDDING?

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me looking at you

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Apathetic shitfucker