rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between “damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)” and “damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)”
Sometimes I think to myself - how did Julian and Nadia feel after regaining their memories… and realising that MC is THE Asra’s ex.
Nadia was a close friend of Asra’s, so I believe he would have told her what (or who) he hopes to strike a bargain for. Maybe shared his pain over a lost lover? Told her about the ways and reasons he misses them...
Julian was MC’s coworker and friend before they died. Given the nature of their break up with Asra - I struggle to believe they wouldn’t have told the doctor about it. And then Julian met Asra - a magician who happened to live in the magic shop MC used to own. HE KNEW.
So Julian/Nadia *winkwink* the MC, then they regain their memories, and… Wait. Isn’t this Asra’s undead bae?
Brat or nat - what music would the Arcana MCs listen to?
My recent post about brat Malak received a small amount of vague attention, so I decided to double down on it and answer the question nobody was asking themselves - are our arcana faves brat or nat? (and what music are they listening to if they don’t have what it takes to appreciate 365 Party Girl)
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Julian:
Julian doesn’t know how that crow learned to use his '90s CD player OR where the hell did he get that CD from, but every time he tries to sit peacefully in his favourite armchair and read - it be bumpin' that on full volume. And he will shout and complain that he doesn't want to listen to that crap…… but then, in a club/bar, he SUDDENLY knows all the words to “Club classics”. His music taste is kinda dad-coded - rock ballads and sea chants + some musical theatre and comedy songs (lived and breathed Bo Burnham during the plagggdemic but says these new age pieces are too computronic and digital for him).
Favourite song - All Eyes On Me by Bo Burnham Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode Killer Queen by Queen
Malak:
Drop down, yeah. Put the camera flash on. So stylish. Baby tee is all gone.
Favourite song - 360 featuring shygirl by Charli xcx
Portia:
Quoting Charli xcx - “I thought you’d be a fan. Most lesbians are.” Portia listens to a lot of pop music - you can hear her humming “Espresso” while she’s working in her garden. On top of that, she likes to dabble in some indie artists, like Clairo and Harriette, which are her go-to when she’s having some sad girl time.
CANONICALLY Chappel Roan is her favourite artist.
Favourite song - Pink Pony Club by Chappel Roan
Pepi:
Prefers more indie things and of course - cat music (Google that cuz it exists). But overall doesn’t care that much.
Favourite song - "Cats Prefer Species-Appropriate Music" by Snowdown & Teie
Nadia:
She doesn’t care whatsoever for electronic music, but she has an appreciation for Charli's lyricism. To her - the message is one of the most important part parts of the song, but she likes to hear human voices harmonise with the raw sounds of real instruments. That’s why she appreciates artist such as Billie Eilish and Taylor Swift.
Favourite song - The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived by Taylor Swift
Chandra:
Fancy-as, better-then-you bird will listen only to philharmonic, classical music.
Favourite song - Beethoven, I guess? She wouldn’t tell you because you wouldn’t get it
Asra:
He likes a few songs from the "brat" album - particularly “Talk, talk”, “Girl, so confusing” and “Everything is romantic”. On a daily basis, Asra listens mostly to 80s and 70s classics. Whitney, Amy, Abba… But of course, he likes some contemporary music. Portia and he talk about the newest pop releases with each other all the time. Their chat would consist mostly of questions and opinions about their most and least favourite songs.
Favourite song - I Will Always Love You by Dolly Parton
Faust:
Not only is she a girly girl - she's the girl's girl. Being a snake doesn't stop her from getting and relating to the raw journey through womanhood that "brat" is.
Favorite song - Milkshake by Fergie
Muriel:
He is not into music like that - like at all. He has some small radio in his hut, and would mindlessly listen to some station playing non-particular music. He has some preferred melodies, but doesn’t know any lyrics, names or titles.
Favourite song - Morning chirps of birds and wind blowing through the forest
Inanna:
Due to Muriel's preferences and lifestyle, she doesn't get to listen to music, much… but if she could choose? Taylor Swift's Cardigan album would be her favourite.
Favourite song - The quiet sizzle and pops of the burning fire.
Lucio:
He is the sweat party girl. Listens to whatever is popular at the time, and of course - he has known that artist for years now, and he’s shocked other people are only now catching up. And it's totally true - he wouldn’t lie about things like that… No real personal taste. Too afraid to lose relevance, if he paid too much attention to non-mainstream artists.
Favorite song? *Nervously looks to see what’s nr 1 on Billboard*
Spirit song? Von dutch a.g. cook remix feat. addison rae by Chari xcx
Mercedes & Melchior:
They demand and they NEED to be played this one song on repeat, or they WILL destroy your house and eat your children.
The Arcana deserved so much better. I saw this fandom at its absolute peak and now it is practically a corpse. It is a shame because I feel that The Arcana had so much more untapped potential. There were so many more stories to tell, and I felt that right when we were getting so much more world building it was ripped away.
I could go on about the whole situation with Nix Hydra Games and Dorian. That certainly played one of the biggest factors in the downfall of the fandom not only for The Arcana but many of the stories on there other app, Fictif.
And let me tell you, Fictif is a whole mess that I wanna get into. Overall, it is truly depressing that this fandom is dead. Perhaps in another timeline more official work could have been released and this fandom would still be in its heyday.
Perhaps, Nix Hydra and Dorian did not butcher all of it. And while I talk about the death of this fandom I think it can still be revived. Fanfiction still exists as well as fanart. I really love this world and story. And I know that I am going to try and keep this fandom breathing in some way.
ID: “This Pride remember to respect all trans people : Trans women who don’t shave with a drawing of a woman whit a yellow and pink beard, trans men who don’t bind, masculine trans women and feminine trans men with a drawing of a trans woman with short pink hair wearing a yellow baseball T-shirt holding hands with a trans man with a yellow crop top and short curly blue hair, fat trans people with the drawing of a fat trans woman with short white hair, dark skin and a pink cropped top, disabled trans people with a drawing of a wheelchair and a walking cane in the color of the trans flag, neurodivergent trans people with the symbol of the autistic community, trans people who are sex worker with a drawing of blue bra and pink underwear, poor trans people who can’t afford transition, trans people who aren’t out yet with a drawing of a closed door, trans people who don’t plan on transitioning, black trans people with a black fist holding a trans flag, and any trans people who isn’t white with multiple hands of different skin tones, muslim trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a hijab in the color of the trans flag, jewish trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a white shirt and a kippah in the color of the trans flag, non binary people even those who don’t identify as trans with the non binary flag, those whose identity you might not understand with the genderfluid flag, the agender flag, the demi gender flag and the genderqueer flag, trans people who don’t pass and don’t want to with a drawing of a trans woman with a beard and dark skin raising her fist, every pronouns with dialog box in which are different sets of pronouns, trans people of every identity with the gay flag, the lesbian flag, the ace flag, the bi flag, the pan flag and the aro flag, every trans person is beautiful and deserving of so much love so don’t forget the T.” End ID
P.S. : can someone tell me if I did the image description right cuz I have no idea
Look, I know a good number of you are from the US and things aren't amazing there either, but my country is literally on the brink of collapse. So I'd love it if we could talk about that for a minute.
If you can't do anything else, please just read and reblog.
A second COVID wave has taken out the healthcare system. There are no more hospital beds. There's an oxygen shortage. There's a critical vaccine shortage. The Central Government has thrown its hands up and is passing the baton to the State Governments to do what they can.
There are over 16 million covid cases. A record 330,000 new cases reported yesterday - comparable to the US at its peak. 187,000 dead as of today.
There is no plan.
Mass cremations are taking place. The cremation grounds are running day and night and they are short on wood. People are watching their loved ones die while waiting for a hospital bed, and then they're unable to give them the proper burial rights.
Hospitals are overwhelmed. Patients are being confined, two to a bed. They're the lucky ones.
We are on the verge of people dying in the streets.
This is the second-most populous country in the world. The largest democracy. A country that encapsulates over 15,000 years of recorded human history and has endured everything from famine to invasion to colonisation.
We might be at the end. This might be the thing that does us in.
People are dying.
People are dying.
People are dying and there is no plan.
More good news? Variants are popping up. A double mutation strain has shown up. It is resistant to current vaccines. This will not go away. This is the devastation they warned of when the anti-maskers were out protesting the minor inconvenience of covering their face in public.
My country is on the verge of an emergency state. Our government has failed us. This is as dire a situation as it ever could be.
Look. I don't do much with my life. I write fics, some of you have read them and that's pretty much it. I spend my days with my head in the clouds because that's where I like to be.
But two days ago, my grandmother tested positive, had to be taken to hospital and the ambulance caught fire.
She barely made it to the urgent care she needs.
So, here I am, using whatever meager platform I have to cobble this request together. Because I have to do something.
it's what I posted a while ago, but better - I changed some things, I deleted some thing and wrote new. I think it's much better now
A = Aftercare (What they are after sex?)
Victor is a man that has his values straight
You are the most important part of his life (even if he sometimes struggles to shop it) and he will do anything for you… and only for you
Other people don’t matter. He only takes what he wants and leaves.
But you - his sweetest, dearest, little love… can ask anything and everything (well, almost - see N).
You crave massages? He will buy the most luxurious oils on the market, might even take a course to perfect his skills to give you more pleasure
Want to take a bath? He will have a bathtub installed if he doesn’t have one already
Pillowtalk, kissing, snuggling, another round? No need to say it twice. He leaves to please you
When it comes to him, he likes to pull you close and tell you all the things he has no courage to say at any other time
Leave no space for misunderstanding in the department of his unconditional, boundless, eternal love and devotion for you
Tell you just how happy he is to have you and how everything is worthless in comparison to you
After he makes sure you’ve been pleasured throughly already, he will want to share a shower
And make no mistake - he will wash you. You can wash him too, if you want, but taking care of that pretty body of yours is his responsibility
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His favorite body part is his waist
It wasn’t easy to get that V shaped body and he is extremely proud of this accomplishment…
Especially when he sees your hungry gaze roaming his torso up and down
And you… He couldn’t possibly choose one part
Beautiful legs, rounded butt, soft abdomen and that gorgeous, gorgeous smile
Yeah…
No…
That would be your thighs when it comes to the sexual aspect
You have such a delicate skin there. So suckable. Kissable. More plush than any pillow could ever be
He feels so secure and at ease when they squeeze around his head as you ride his face.
The sound of his hips slapping against them - heavenly
Not much can make him calmer than your lovely, plump thighs
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum)
It should come (hihihi) as no surprise that he loves to spill inside
It’s so intimate… Bonding…
Doesn’t really like to cum onto you for reasons he himself doesn’t really understand
It just feels… somewhat degrading? And he doesn’t like it that way?
Then again cuming into your mouth is a strong YES. Maybe it’s because of how enthusiastically you take him in
How you collect all the spill from your chin and lick it off your fingers like it was some kind of delicious delicacy
That sight makes him hard all over again…
D = Dirty secret (Pretty self explanatory - a dirty secret of theirs)
He has a folder of your photos on his computer
Some of them were taken with consent… Some without you realising…
Because you were in his bed sleeping in your naked glory… And he could only stop himself the first, like 20 (?) times
He sorts them by aesthetic and cuteness/sexiness
Jacks off to them when you’re not around
Most of them are very artistic. He tries his best to make them as good as the ones he was using before you… (see J)
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He slept with a few girls in college, but he saw it only as ‘taking care of his sexual needs’ - no real feelings included
He had one dedicated booty call - a girl who fell in love with him despite him saying that he only only sees her for sex
That period really allowed him to explore his sexuality
So he knows what he likes and what to do, so his partner likes it too
F = Favorite position (This goes without saying)
Everything when he takes you from the back
He’s rather keen on yanking hair, slaping ass…
But when it comes to the person he loves - you, he likes to face each other during sex
He wants to kiss your face, neck and chest. Nuzzle his face into your abdomen while he’s going down from his height
Your legs thrown over his shoulders so he can slap his hips against your soft thighs
Or legs pressed to your sides, hands gripping your thighs
And he can’t even attempt to lie he doesn’t absolutely love when you sit on his lap… or get on top in general
Or when your thighs grip his head when you 69 on the couch while ‘watching’ a movie. Your lips sloppy around him as his tongue pleasures you with most precision and dedication
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc.)
No goofy.
If they start to joke around, they get spanked. HARD.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Victor is a passionate swimmer, so most of his body is hairless
But he doesn’t shave his pubes. Finds it weird to be completely bare down there and the first time he had sex with a completly hairless girl, he was a bit taken aback with her baby like smoothness.
Only trims them with a ‘pubes razor’ which is his old razor that he doesn’t use for face anymore, because he got a better one from his aunt for Christmas
Carpet matches the drapes
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)
No goofy.
Only love and eternal devotion.
He will caress and leave kisses all over your body. Keep you close in the warmest and most loving embrace
No dummies or idiots in bed. Only treasures and loves
Almost like he’s trying to make it up to you for his tendency to be so aloof on a daily basis
The sweet talk doesn’t stop there, but I already said everything about it in A
J = Jack off (Masturbation headcanon)
This man didn’t have time to waste on women when he was building his empire, so he naturally spend quite a lot of his life masturbating instead of having sex
He doesn’t really enjoy porn, though. It’s too cartoonish for him. He much prefers to look through lingerie commercials or nude photoshoots - the more artistic the better
After he reunites with you, he starts to feel all that pent up sex tension and starts to jack off almost every day
Thinking about you. Looking at photos of you. Carving you with every small bit of his being
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
First of all - seeing his partner being pleasured. Either by him or by a vibrating toy plugged into them or pressed against their sensitive spots. He doesn’t even pump himself watching. He’s way too consumed with the enticing sights
Double penetration. His huge dick in one whole, dildo in another… Just thinking about it gets him going
He can’t deny himself at least some manhandling (if you consent - obv). Although he doesn’t go full on dom every time (at least with you) he seems to be unable to deny himself some hair pulling and choking... Although he almost does it lovingly? Spanking and whipping will surely also happen from time to time. Can get very rough when jealous
Also a slight daddy kink. When he hears it slip past your lips in the form of a joke - he feels some strange tingling in his groin and it’s not a venereal disease
If you sit on his lap, make a cute, helpless expression and ask daddy to play with you… It just turns him into a primal animal with no self restraint
That he kinda always seems to be
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Where nobody can hear them
Or see them
Anywhere with a stable surface really, but he needs to know you will have full privacy
Would never agree for public sex
All the sweet sounds and expressions he makes you do are his and only his to experience
M = Motivation (What turns them on/gets them going)
Stress, irritation, anger, hurt… Sex is a great way for him to gat this weight of his chest since he doesn’t really like to think those negative feeligs through
Or any feelings, if we’re at it
A nice butt is also a motivation, especially when it’s attached to a fine pair of legs
But both of these factors aren’t a guarantee of a turn on and even if they have that impact on him, he still will most likely not act on it
What he really struggles to control is a real attraction that reaches what’s beyond physical
A beautiful, hardworking and open-minded person is something Victor finds hard to ignore
N = No (Something they wouldn’t do/turn offs)
No sharing
No blood play
No permanent marking
Nothing too forcefull or aggressive
No sex before assigning boundaries and exchanging preferences
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
As I already said In B, Victor is an oral lover
More into giving than receiving, but would never push his lover away
(you can always 69, right?)
The man is humming in pleasure as his tongue slides along your sex
Is more than willing to go for hours if only you let him
The more you moan the more intense his movements become
His main goal is to please
The secondary one is to be the best at yet another thing
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He has two base modes
One: I love you, my sweet creature - all about measured, unhurried but hard thrust. True, pure love-making
Two: Little girls don’t get a say in how daddy fucks them - you’re tearing up, sobbing, drooling and he gets even more turned on by it. Fucks harder and faster then you both believed possible. Years of engaging in sports come to show themselves
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He will participate when the occasion occurs
Might even initiate an occasion
But it’s not really sex for him. It’s a quickie
And when compared to the real love-making with you… it’s just meh
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
When it comes to taking risks, I believe I already made it clear that he isn’t too into that
If someone walked in you, it would be very upsetting for him
If you got accidentally hurt would break his heart
But experiment he would happily
New toys, new positions, new kinks… He will try anything once
Well, almost anything (see N)
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
We all have our better and worst days, and this man has a whole company to run. It’s only natural for him to be tired
So usually he won’t last for more than one round. Maybe 3 on weekends
But will last a while if he sets a slower pace (see P)
On vacations however, after a few days of rest his stamina will increase dramatically
Have you seen this guy’s torso? Exactly
He has some stamina to spare
T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Not against, although he prefers to experiment with positions that to experiment with toys
Will probably never propose any, except when he knows his partner is into such things
If you do - Victor will do his research and find something exciting for you to enjoy
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)
He really is not patient enough for that
Doesn’t have time for it either
Why would he even want to? They’re unsatisfied = he’s unsatisfied (as I mentioned in K)
He sees no appeal in it. When he wants to fuck, he wants to fuck. No reason to beat around the bush
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Victor can be a bit more talkative than usual during the foreplay
Throughs some praise (a lot of it)
Tell you about his feelings (but not too much at that point)
About things that made him jealous…
A quiet Fuck may leave his lips when he enters you and when he’s about to come
In the middle of those two - he’s rather silent
Not much of a moaner
He grunts and growls a lot though. Can get a little bit loud from time
W = Wild card (A random headcanon for the character)
It was a sunny, autumn day. You were walking down the street. You’re fingers entwined. The sunlight was gracing your beautiful features so gorgeously… and he had already been yearning for so long
When you’ve finally reached the Souvenir’s door, the man is all worked up
Not that you could tell from his steely expression
But you sure got suspicious when he got all touchy feely out of the sudden
Not that you would ever mind - obviously
Feather light kisses on the nape of your neck and shoulders. Fingertips caressed your waist to then slide down to your hips. Then he reached for the hem of your dress…
“I love you…” he whispered in your ear
Goosebumps momentarily appeared on your skin as all the intense feelings he had been making you experience from the very day you saw him for the first time in his office travel down your spine in a form of a intense shiver
You wanted him. So bad. For so long.
And there was no hiding his feelings for you at that moment as you turned your head to face him
Soon after stomach was pressed against the kitchen counter. Your naked butt was all out on display for Victor to squeeze and spank as you squirmed and moaned under his touch
Victor didn’t take any unnecessary time to move his long, broad fingers down, to stroke your sensitive slit
He praised you for being so wet, so flushed, so eager for him
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
“I love you, too” you whispered to his ear as his arms pressed you as close to his body as possible, while you were still going back from your highs
And after that, from his lips slipped the words of the most sincere adoration… and true love
Words you would never expect to leave his beautiful, soft mouth
Matches the rest of the man
Long and thick
No curvature. Perfectly straight
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Rather average
Ha has periods when he doesn’t even think about it
And he has ones when he can’t stop thinking about it
However he doesn’t go too much either way
Z = Zzz… (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Remember what I said in S? Applies here as well
He’s a hardworking man
Simplu needs to work hard to keep his business growing and to keep his lover pleased
Then he just needs to get some rest. Don’t try to change his mind because he will
If he’s well rested however, he won’t let you sleep
Like, not a chance. You need to come at least five times. He doesn’t make the rules, sorry
Anti-Asian racism has been overlooked for a long time. It’s now reached a boiling point
“There’s a tendency to not believe that violence against Asian-Americans is real,” Angela Hsu, a lawyer based in Atlanta, recently told the New York Times. “It’s almost like you need something really, really jarring to make people believe that there is discrimination against Asian-Americans.”
That idea — that such severe pain needs to happen before anyone cares — is awful in itself, and it has been underscored by the way Asian Americans and Pacific Islanders (AAPI) have often been treated in American society and popular media. Anti-Asian racism may have surged during the pandemic, but it’s been happening for years, fueled by the idea of Asian Americans as “perpetual foreigners,” or people who aren’t perceived as fully American.
If you haven’t read part 1 I highly suggest you do, because otherwise you wouldn’t know the context.
Gavin
As I said, when Gavin gets this jealous little later on in your relationship, the talk would take place, but it would take place after.
After what, you ask?
This post.
That’s the headcanon.
Goodbye.
No but for real.
He will push you against the wall the moment the door to his apartment closes behind you.
His kiss is full of passion. Intense. Burning hot. Almost painful.
His hands roam your body up and down as if he owns it. Seems to try to rub into you enough for no man to ever approach you the way that bastard from your highschool reunion did.
His hips press into yours as he lifts you and wraps your legs around him.
For a moment you try to ask him why he's acting like this… but then does it really matter?
Gavin basically tears your clothes off your body. His lips move aggressively across your neck and shoulders. His erect dick rubs into the skin in between your legs through the thin barrier of your panties.
Before those are yanked off you as well.
You don't even make it to the bed. Like - at all.
After he comes for the first time he just lays you down on the carpet and continues pleasuring you with his hands.
One over your sex as his slender finger pressing against your clit, while the other pinches your nipples.
You squirm and moan his name over and over again while all Gavin is able to say in that moment is “Mine” over and over again... and that only arouses you further.
In no time he enters your dripping pussy once more with a sweet whisper of “I love you” on his mouth.
After you’re both completely spent and barely able to move he tells you how sorry he is for being so rough with you and tells you why he acted that way… and that’s where the talk from part 1 would happen in this scenario.
Kiro
After your little date Kiro takes you home and insists on accompanying you all the way to your door.
Which comes as no surprise to you, given his behaviour in the restaurant and all the way to your place...
You already know he’s gonna come inside.
And you already know he's gonna bend you over the table.
But what you don’t know is that it never meant to be another one of your sweet love making sessions.
Kiro planned to fuck everything but him out of your mind on that table. For the most selfish of reasons.
There is no doubt that you felt nothing above friendliness towards that other guy. There is no reason for him to wreck you the way he does.
With the table smashing into the wall, leaving visible marks.
With your legs long nonfunctioning, so he has to press you even harder against the wooden surface for you not to fall.
And Kiro keeps telling himself that he will stop in a moment. He will stop and carry you to bed.
Just one more moment...
Lucien
Once you’re back in his apartment the stinging feeling in Lucien's chest doesn’t seem to be going anywhere anytime soon.
...It actually grows stronger with every passing minute.
If what you said was truthful, that man who approached you didn’t seem to be attracted to you whatsoever.
And you clearly showed no interest in him either.
So why does it torture him so? Why can’t he overcome this crippling fear that he has already lost you?
In the whirl of his thoughts Lucien wraps his arm around you from behind while you prepare tea in the kitchen.
His palms slowly slide down your abdomen. Fingers caressing your delicate skin through the barrier of your clothing.
“You wanted to know if I got jealous, huh?” he asked, his voice as seductive as ever.
His fingers move lower and lower… until they finally reach for the hem of your dress to hike it up and rest his warm palm on your sex.
“What kind of answer did you expect, my little butterfly?”
Lucien’s fingers slowly pushed your panties aside to then press his digits against your clit.
Your lips part in a gasp of pleasure. Your frame begins to tremble as your lover quickens his movements.
You hold onto the kitchen counter for your dear life. Your back arches into the warmth of the body that envelops you. The moans start to slip through your lips. Your legs start to go weak underneath you… and then Lucien suddenly stops.
“I’m afraid this time I don’t have any for you this time... but I have a few ways to help you forget about your questions.”
Long story short - you don’t get to sleep that night.
Victor
“I love you, Victor. Only you. Forever.”
At that, your lips meet for the first time that night in the kiss twinned with unspoken hurt and true commitment.
The warmth of passion slowly grows in the pit of your stomach as he pulls you into his arms to press you against the comforting, wide plane of his chest.
It’s always so easy to get lost in his kiss. In the way one hand cups your cheek while the other keeps trying to pull you closer and closer… even though you’re already pressed impossibly close.
You don’t even realise you’re moving until your butt is pressed against the kitchen counter.
Victor doesn’t waste a moment to lift you up and sit you on top of it.
Your legs part and your boyfriend’s aroused sex grounds into you like his life depended on it… and in a way it does.
Because Victor needed to feel you. Experience the love you have for him in the purest form. Make sure you’re still here. Still his.
He doesn’t even bother to take off your underwear or consider to just push it aside. He tears it with one move of his hand. Sending a shiver up your spine.
Victor is rough. He’s relentless, but he’s hands are tender as they caress your sides.
He says nothing.
Barely makes any sounds aside from heavy breathing… But that's okay. You don’t need him to say anything.
Because you know.
And you are very much going to tell him everything there is to tell about how much he means to you. How much you think about him throughout the day - doesn’t matter where or with whom you are.
Took me SOME time but I finally posted your request! It wasn’t very specific, so I decided to do it in two parts. One is safe for work and the other one won’t be. You can read part 1 here, and for part 2 - stay tuned. (:
Because he is a very insecure man. He had a tough childhood. He lost his mom. His dad was… underwhelming.
He often feels like your presence is the only good thing in his life.
You = the most beautiful and loving person that he has ever met.
So he’s not surprised to find many people adoring you… but it in no way means that it doesn’t bother him.
He can barely stand it even when that guy from your high school is getting just a tiny bit too close to you during the reunion.
And then he… leans to whisper something to your ear?
AND YOU LAUGH AT IT?!
The audacity!
The guts that little #$&!*@#% has!
He gets grumpy right away. He gives the poor, unaware guy A LOOK… but would never admit what bothers him or even that something bothers him at all.
Afterwards you need to humour him for a while before he finally opens up about it. And you should - this little biscuit needs that.
If it happens in the early stages of your relationship he just gets all shy and embarrassed and upset with himself for being so possessive.
He hugs you and presses your head against his chest so you won’t see his flushed cheeks and glossy eyes.
It crosses his mind that he basically doesn’t even deserve to be with and he shouldn’t stand on your way to find someone better…
So please, please tell him how much he means to you. How you would never want another one, because there’s no one who could compare to him.
If it happens a little later on…
Kiro
Kiro is an adoration subject of MANY.
He almost has no right to be jealous when thousands of people openly fantasize about him on a daily basis.
And yet - he can’t help it when he sees you talking with some man. Standing incredibly close.
Kiro finished his recording early that day and decided to surprise you at work… and that’s when he spots you. Giggling at whatever nonsense he might talk about.
You look so, so beautiful when you smile and that jerk seems to see that too.
Kiro knows he has no reason to worry. He can trust you. And you love him. And you know he loves you and would do anything for you and give you anything you might ask for.
So there is nothing you might look for in another man. Right? Right.
He thinks. As he RUSHES your way.
He greets you with all of the most obnoxious pet names in existence and his lips land directly on yours without a warning.
Your interlocutor reacts with no small amount of concern, but when you, only slightly uncomfortable, address Kiro as “honey” and ask him just what he is doing there, the guy realises his position.
Then he rightfully excuses himself and Kiro doesn’t even hide his satisfaction as he follows his opponent with his eyes.
He takes you out to eat afterwards. Wherever you want. It’s his treat - obviously.
He wants to feed you and make you smile and laugh the way that guy did.
He thought that would soothe his uneasiness, but it didn’t. He needed more. Much more.
Lucien
Lucien is a silent jealous.
He isn't obvious with his jealousy… but he sure as hell is jealous.
You had a date planned for tonight and you were supposed to come to his research center after work.
The fate wanted for him to finish in the right moment to see you stepping out the elevator.
Your smile that forms when your eyes meet caused warmth to fill his chest and he just wanted to embrace you… but then, a colleague stopped him to ask him one last question.
That’s not really upsetting or surprising to you. You were very much prepared that you’d have to wait for him much longer to even finish work.
What surprises you is a strange man approaching you with a smile on his face.
He turned out to be yet another Lucien’s co-worker. He recognized you as his girlfriend and wanted to chat with you while you had to wait for the profesor, so you want to feel awkward just standing there waiting with nothing to do.
He’s incredibly kind. Tells you a few compliments but mostly fangirls over Lucien’s work ethic.
How ironic is that the moment his beloved profesor is back, this friendly man becomes Lucien’s enemy.
But no one would ever guess that. He would never show that.
Until…
When you’re already in the car the questions start to slip from his mouth.
What did he want? What were you talking about? Was he asking questions about our relationship? Or your personal life?
“Lucien, are you jealous?”
Silence.
Change of the subject.
But you will go back to it once you’re back home...
Victor
Would never admit it.
But he has a certain tendency… to be jealous for no apparent reason.
And when he has a reason he can get really, really jealous.
By reason I mean the fact that that venomous snake Lucien is your direct neighbor.
And that your highschool mate cop is driving you around so carelessly with his motorbike.
Not to even mention that spoiled brat of a “musician” who doesn’t even try to be subtle with his flirting.
Do they even know that you’ve committed yourself to be with him? And ONLY him?
DID YOU NOT TELL THEM?
Victor however decided to remain silent about this subject. To then remain silent and grumpy at most times.
You noticed it. It worried you. You tried to talk about it many times, but he always pushed the issue aside.
Until that one day when you showed up late to your date at Souvenir and your transportation turned out to be a certain car driven by a certain scientist.
You wanted to talk? Now he sure will give you the talk.
That’s the day Victor bursts with his anger, jealousy and even though he tries to hide it - sorrow.
You can’t help but see the pain dripping from his harsh words.
Your hand slowly comes to touch his cheek and he suddenly falls silent. Taken aback by the softness of caress your fingers treat him with.
“I love you, Victor. Only you. Forever.”
At that, your lips meet for the first time that night in the kiss twinned with unspoken hurt and true commitment.
The warmth of passion slowly grows in the pit of your stomach as he pulls you into his arms to press you against the comforting, wide plane of his chest.
Sorry I was gone for so long. I was busy doing hot girl shit.
Fandom: Mr. Love: Queen's Choice
Warnings: S.M.U.T. (the reader is gender neutral, but I quote Lucien’s “silly girl” at one point so idk)
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
It’s probably because of this relationship you two have. One that Lucien thought he could never have.
Frankly, he didn’t really want one. Even with you.
But it was impossible to stop himself from jumping into that rabbit whole.
You are not even a human for him. You are far superior.
A goddess.
A greater being that must be worshiped. Cherished. LOVED THOROUGHLY and Lucien can't stop himself from doing all that.
He would help you clean up with so much care. Hold you like he’s about to lose you. Wisper praises and declarations of love into your ear.
Prefers to stay in bed, but wouldn’t mind to do it in a bath either.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He never really gave it much thought, but if you’d ask him, he would probably say - his neck.
Because he noticed how much attention you give it. That given a choice you would always kiss and bite on the neck.
And the unreformable tease he is - he loves your ears.
The way you twitch and squirm when he licks the or softly blows around them. The way you flush when he leans in to whisper directly to it.
All those small reactions get his blood pumping.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
A big fan of cuming onto you.
Your ass is his staple favorite, but chest, stomach, back or… basically anywhere else is not bad at all either.
If he ever comes inside you without a condom… and gets to see his seed dripping out of you… IT’S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CHANGE OF PERSPECTIVE FOR HIM.
Nothing can beat the look of his seed spilled on your pretty butt, BUT… damn that’s a nice sight.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He doesn’t believe that some deeds can be dirty or naughty.
He's a scientist. Explorer of human's brain. He knows that every single of those is a normal, human thing.
But given that we all know what is this question all about…
Lucien really liked to draw when he was a kid and he still does it from time to time.
And what else could he sketch in his free time if not the most beautiful creation of this world? You. Naked.
He has countless amounts of those at this point. Every part of you has a separate piece. He likes to go through them from time to time.
Meaning every day when you're not around.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Lucien is not a virgin but he had never been in a real relationship before you.
He had some one night stands. A few booty call relationships, but he had never been with someone the way he is with you.
So you were still a challenge, because he could not allow himself any shortcomings when it came to you.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
That’s a spoiler for the future, but Lucien is more than willing to try everything and he doesn’t really feel any special bond with a particular position.
However he does have a particular group and if you remember what I said in C above, you know where I’m going.
From behind. Seeing your butt shake. He’s an ass man. (would love to try anal if you’d show an intrest in that)
Major bonus points if you turn your head to the side and look at him. With your lovely, beautiful face that he loves oh so much.
He instantly speeds up to the point that no man should ever reach and will happily carry you around for a day or two - you’ll need it.
Because after that there could never be only one round. Or even two or three.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
I wouldn’t call it goofy.
It’s very intense. Almost in a spiritual sense.
For Lucien sex is a metter of high importance. There’s no room for fooling around.
He needs to focus, so afterwards you’re completely spent, blissed and fucked to the point where you could never enjoy sex with any other man.
Toxic trait of this cutesy otome boy - possessiveness, and although he won’t try to control what and with who you do...
(the man has some dignity and respect for your autonomy)
He will make sure you won’t be able to forget who makes you feel so f*in' good and being ‘goofy’ won’t make the statement.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
I think Lucien would be somewhat groomed, but not bold.
Shaving just isn’t natural and therefore necessarily good for one’s body.
Therefore, if you shave he might try to convince you to stop.
I want to touch a woman, not a girl - he would say.
Carpet matches the drapes (however I like to think that Lucien has ginger pubes dontjudgeme)
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Said first in A, now will be more specific.
With Lucien sex is some kind of a ritual of worship.
It’s a sacrifice for his goddess. His energy, his time, his most attentive care.
Love beams from his eyes even stronger than light does from the sun.
The foreplay will be elongated. You need to come at least twice before he enters you (see T).
During he roams your body with his hands. Boldly, but not aggressively… unless you’d like it.
Afterwards… well, just read A again.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He’s a very busy man, so he doesn’t get many chances, but…
When he can he’s right at it… thinking of that pretty ass of yours.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Lucien is quite kinky.
He's in for anything that doesn’t go under N conditions. Anything.
Likes bondage. No. He loves it. On you. And blindfolds.
SPANKING.
DOM BOY, but wouldn’t mind to go sub from time to time for you.
You want you to submit thoroughly, so he can thoroughly please you. Give you all that can be given.
Lives for roleplaying.
He also is really into body worship. He will praise you to the point of incredibility.
See T gir. It’s really an intense game.
Lives to hear you beg for him.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He likes to be in a private, comfortable place, when he doesn’t have to worry about any interruptions or other inconveniences.
Best in your or his place.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
First of all he really needs no convincing.
BUT.
The beast is awake momentarily when you wear his clothes. Like his sweater when you're cold. Or a shirt after a passionate night.
"You make a very nice sight indeed."
Other thing is lingerie. He likes it dark and erotic. Satin and straps. Maybe some nice, sheer mesh.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
No humiliating one another.
Nothing that even comes close to making you feel like he might have attempted to disrespect you.
Also - no outsiders.
And no hiding one another's fantasies. He’s there to please and satisfy you. Don’t take it away from him.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Eghem.
Can you stay up all night
Fuck me till the daylight
34+35
If you don't get it yet, it means he wants to 69 with you.
All night. Every night.
The taste of you in his mouth is heavenly.
The feeling and sight of your mouth enveloping his groin is pure ecstasy.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He doesn’t have much of a fav.
It all depends on his mood.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Meh...
It’s not like an unacceptable option, but he prefers delayed gratification.
Will agree if you insist, but won’t ever offer.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
OF COURSE. YES. PLEASE.
Why would he ever limit himself to known and obvious, when there might be something far, far superior to what both of you already know.
He enjoys erotic literature. Sometimes reads online articles about interesting positions, toys or new ways to make you come harder and faster.
Won’t shy away from many things. Just remember about what I said in N.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
This man rarely sleeps. Rarely even rests.
This man is a rabbit.
It's more likely you will pass out of exhaustion then that he will take a break from fucking you. Weather it's with his hands, dick, lips or… other things.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Speaking of other things.
And fucking.
Lucien invested in a nice collection for the two of you. Vibrators. Rings. Suckers.
He likes to please you in every way he can.
While the toys take care of you, you suck onto him.
Sometimes you just embrace yourself as the toys take care of your needs. And you go like this for hours. Until you can't take it anymore.
And let's not forget the bondage equipment. Ropes, handcuffs, blindfolds, gags, whips….
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Obvi. What did you expect?
A lot.
For hours.
Until all you’re able to say is “Lucien” and “Please”.
Edging is not negotiable. Happens every time. Often to the point when you come so fast and unexpectedly he just couldn’t stop on time.
Will talk dirty to your ear in public to then “accidently” stroke your nipple or if he feels particularly bold that day - your crotch.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Not shy at all. No shame.
Will moan, groan, pant and hiss all he wants and as loudly as he wants.
Let the neighbors hear. Why would he feel ashamed of fucking you?
LOVES when you do the same.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He would love to take you for a weekend trip. In the mountains. Renting a nice cottage.
Necessarily with a fireplace. And a jacuzzi.
He would have it decorated with many, many gleaming candles. Set all around the cottage.
The soothing music would play.
His fingers would play with your sex while you soak yourselfs in the jacuzzi.
Then he would lay you on a soft carpet in front of the fireplace and make love to you. True, unmistakable love.
It would be a trip to remember for the rest of your lives.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
First off all, see this meme.
He just emanuates that massive dick energy. That’s just facts. No one in the bunch can relate. I’m sorry stans of the other 4, it’s not my fault, don’t @ me.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
High. Very high sometimes.
Okay - usually very high, sometimes extremely high.
All nighters will happen at least once a week unless one of you really has a tough week or just had one and still tries to get everything together.
Otherwise no mercy. His lover needs to have all her needs fulfilled. Lucien would never allow you to walk around hungry or cold. Why would he let you be unsatisfied in this category, silly girl?
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not right away for sure.
He wants to watch you fall asleep. And then see those cutest expressions you make in your slumber.
Sometimes he just grabs a book and holds your hand until you wake up.
Other times he isn't able to resist it and falls asleep. You in his arms. His world at peace.
Prompt: Hello! I am so happy that I made it before you close the request box, cause I would be devastated if I wouldn’t 😢 I wanna ask if you could write about ML:QC - Gavin’s high school crush on MC? I would like to read about his thoughts and how he was observing every little thing she did. Maybe they somehow spoke with each other sometimes because of Minor for example? I am begging you, Sempai 🙏🏻 I love and appreciate your work so much 💖
A/N: Hi! Ah, I got to your request after I opened requests again. >< Don’t worry about not getting requests in on time. I will try my best to open requests as fast as I can. :) Aw this is a sweet request! Tyvm, Anon! ❤️ ❤️ Since you asked about his thoughts, I wrote this from Gavin’s POV.
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How I wanted to speak to her, but I knew she was scared of me - just like the other students. Why do people misunderstand me? Are they that blind to my rough ways that they neglect to see the reason behind my actions?
Since the day she saved my life, I wanted to talk to her, but every time I tried approaching her, she started trembling or walked away.
Why is it so difficult to use words? I want to tell her how I feel about her but being sappy is much harder than I assumed. How do I tell her?
When she gets confused and tilts her head, blinking her long eyelashes rapidly, I want to hold her close and not let her go.
The way she purses her lips when she’s upset. How I wish I could touch those soft lips…would she be afraid if I try to kiss her? Who am I kidding… she would be petrified.
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