#SYKCLOPS is an independent, private & HEAVILY PLOT DRIVEN writing blog for mixed canon SCOTT SUMMERS, AKA CYCLOPS, of the marvel universe. very low activity & on permanent semi hiatus, drawing characterisations from the comics & the '97 series with canon divergencies & personal headcanons, with alternate verses available upon request. very crossover, original character & duplicate friendly!
the story of, the anatomy of a child soldier, icarus flying too close to the sun, turning it all to ashes & blood, heavy is the crown, the protector of mutantkind, being a revolutionary icon, tragedies replaced by memories tattooed on own soul, carrying the weight of the world in own hands, being your family's keeper, having your eyes closed.
01, as this blog is very selective & mutuals only, i hardblock blogs that i don't intend to follow / interact, however i do periodically softblock blogs who don't interact with my blog within three months* - if i softblocked you & you're still interested in my blog, feel free to refollow. i rarely follow first unless i see you're a mutual with any of my friends or if i'm really interested in your blog, this said i am more than likely to not follow if 1) you don't cut your posts, 2) you don't have a visible or an accessible rules page / muses page if you're a multimuse or 3) you don't have your age range listed anywhere. you must be 18+ to follow / interact with this blog.
02, my characterisation of scott is mixed canon, but i will ignore all of the foxverse movies iteration of scott entirely - aside from reblogging some fanarts & maybe use tye sheridan as a young scott fc, but if you're looking to interact with a foxverse movie scott, you're on the wrong blog.
03, multiship, & ship exclusive - however, the exceptions from the exclusivity are jean grey & madelyne pryor. if we don't have a ship, assume scott is married to jean or madelyne depending on the timeline, & if we do have a ship, they'll either be exes, divorced, still / stay friends or they're dead. regardless, i'm open to explore all types of dynamics outside of romance. i will not ship scott with anyone younger than 25, i will not do cheating plots & i'm not comfortable doing polyamorous ships.
04, there is no tolerance for any bigotry behaviour, donald trump supporters, if you indulge or support incest, paedophilia or other "" taboo "" topics, or if you sexualise minors whether they're aged up or not, especially for sexual satisfaction, this is not a safe space for you. personal blogs & minors will also be blocked upon sight. there will absolutely be no tolerance for drama either.
05, anyone can be a main or an affiliate, i just ask that we must have at least plotted a thread idea or a dynamic beforehand before considering. mains are my go to muses, while affiliates may have some loose ties to my blog's canon. i am also open for having doubles.
06, i am a diagnosed audhd white cis female in the uk, who is also a very slow writer & is prone to be drained of energy, social battery & motivation due to a very demanding fulltime job & a busy life in general. i'm normally terrible at keeping up with dms, i sometimes forget to respond when i open the message, regardless this does not reflect my interest in you, your muse or your blog.
* this may vary whether i'm the most active during those months or not.
they are disgusted by MY BLOOD, but THEY LOVE TO WATCH ME BLEED.
INDEPENDENT & PRIVATE DANTE OF DEVIL MAY CRY. rarely follows first, very (s)low activity & on PERMANENT semi hiatus, very crossover, multiverse, original character & duplicate friendly. slain by venus.
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
you are someone who is certain of what you want. maybe you always have been, or maybe you made a discovery that you haven’t been able to tear your eyes away from. your heart is set & certain. you fight endlessly for your goals. above all else, you know who you are & what you are trying to achieve. just be careful not to tear yourself or others apart in pursuit of your ideals.
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.
that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).
now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;
child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.
however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.
with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.
i believe this is all i wanna say for now, remember this isn't a goodbye, this is a see you later (unless you add me on discord lmfao). regardless, i really hope i get to still write/talk with all of you my wonderful, old and new, mutuals despite it not being on tumblr. peace out <3
