#aqewrites

[aqueerexistence]

Identity

Do you remember me

Remedy

To a time when I felt free

Fearfully

Reminiscing til I can see

Tragedy

And why I bleed

Because I’m numb, deaf, and dumb

Endlessly

Relentlessly

Seeking my own anthem

[aqueerexistence]

Press your lips to my pulse

Let me whisper against your ear

My arms around your shoulders

Your hands secured about my waist

Warm breath tingling along your neck

Desire that's been beating in my chest

Your every heart beat pulsing across my skin

All other thoughts drain away

And I'm mesmerized by the notion

That you're allowing me to pleasure you

Your eyes glisten with such adoration

A level of inescapable bliss I've never known

My heart floats through the sky with you

At your every gasping moan

You move with me as I bend to you

And we slow dance in our minds

The sweet euphoria flows through you

Like crashing waves on a rocky shore

I watch as your beauty further blossoms

Captivated by the culmination

Of our love setting beautiful fire

To blaze the path we are building

Towards our being together forever and always

[aqueerexistence]

I want to spend a lifetime learning new ways to make her smile.

[aqueerexistence]

When the rain falls

I know it’s time for change

And when the rain falls

I know nothing can stay the same

So bring me spring

Bring me summer

Cause this winter has

Pulled me under

Slipped deep beneath the ice

I’m slowly drowning here

Left only with suffocating fear

I’m not well

I’m not all right

The days are never as long as the night

So please pull me out

Or drag me down

Give me darkness or solid ground

I just want warmth

I just want sunshine

I just want someone to say

I’m going to be fine

[aqueerexistence]

I'll hold your hand when you're unsteady

Hand outstretched, palm faced up

I'll be here when you're ready

[aqueerexistence]

You make my brain forget how to breathe.

[aqueerexistence]

I'm still not sure that you're even real.

[aqueerexistence]

Let's just be lonely except together.