“Let’s talk about what you want.” (Ash + Jacob or Robert or Sid?)
❤ ▬▬ emotional starters to kick you in the feelings.
“What I want?” Ash repeated, head tilting slightly as the words further echoed within. He was never the easiest person to read emotionally, that was something he wouldn’t argue. Rarely did his advertise how he felt, especially when it came to another person (unless it was a negative emotion, of course). Since he started hanging out with Robert, an orchestra of emotions have been playing inside of him, and he was barely able to hear one over the other. And naturally, his outer reaction was minimal in comparison. He cared about him, a lot. He just did a shitty job of expressing it at times. So as much as he wanted to be surprised by the sudden conversation, it was almost expected. If only he actually thought of an answer beforehand . “Well… I want you. I want one of those relationships that I always make fun of when we’re people-watching that practically dry hump each other in public, and wear matching shit, and, and…. I dunno, other cute shit. “ He was looking away as he spoke, but finally brought his gaze to Robert’s. There was a weak smile on his lips, the strongest the muscles in his face allowed him to make as the admission filled him with anxiety. There was a chance (a big one, in his mind) that the other didn’t feel the same way about him, potentially ruining any sort of connection the two had prior to the conversation. It was what scared him away from talking about it as long as he did.