#avoidant tag

[finalrestingplace]

when u live on caffeine to counteract the chronic fatigue but u also wanna avoidant-sleep ur bad feelings away at the same time

[123ofme]

man i love logging out of all my facebooks after dropping a sus status

[finnstansonly]

person: you have great leadership qualities why don’t you ever want to be in charge

me, internally: i’m afraid of being perceived as too abrasive and demanding and that anyone under my authority will learn to hate me bc i’m annoying and bossy and very, very Specific about everything and adding the fear of rejection on top of my opinion of being generally unlikeable is Too Much

me: *shrugs* idk i guess i’ve just never really considered it before

[123ofme]

*finally gets round to checking my fb messages that ive been putting off since last night* okay…….. remember to breathe………,.,.

[finnstansonly]

someone: hey you wanna hang out or something

me, bored, not busy at all, desperately wants to spend time with someone: sorry i’d love to but unfortunately,,,, i’m swamped, very busy and exhausted. would if i could!!! but i can’t so whoops maybe next time champ