You're cancelled Lupe. Go fuck yourself. You lost a fan right here. I'm tired of these fucking rappers picking the PDFILE side. THE WRONG SIDE.
You, Lupe, WERE good enough to pick a fight/beef with Kendrick with another beat that you could have picked on your own. That would have been a great battle. But... You chose to suck Droke's dick and diss Kendrick while you're at it.
... why do we refuse to be normal about Droke? .... - said a viral YouTuber somewhere...
How the fuck are you normal about a PEDO MAGGOT[MAGA affiliated] who refuses to get the help that he needs and apologize for all the fucked up shit he's said and done? Especially to those underage girls?
....???? ....
I don't know... Maybe it's just me, but I can't be normal about a PEDOS and RACISTS. I'm still really pissed off that the Epstein files motherfuckers are not getting the Guillotine. The last thing I need is raps from a fucking pedo that would probably enjoy the Epstein island if he could.
*shrugs * So I refuse to give him a platform so he can continue with his bullshit.
No I will never be 'NoRMaL' about Droke.
I've hated him since BEFORE the beef... But that's another story for another time.
I started this series on Netflix called 'Nemesis'. Why the fuck am I rooting for the supposed bad guys? lol. I guess it's cause they're more fun than the hero. The hero cop is so fucking annoying, and I am honestly hoping he gets fucked. Though I really don't know where this writing or narrative is going to go. I am barely on episode three and I'm actually just watching hoping the cop character gets killed or something. Not even joking about that anymore.
I don't know. I find cop characters sometimes are annoying as fuck. Especially if they're cops from the U.S. Sometimes cops from other countries are different, but to be fair, they're all a bunch of assholes, fair and square. I have yet to hear about cops that were actually liked by their closest people. [Though we could look at series like 'Beyond Evil' where the main cop IS actually liked by his closest people.] All of them turn out to be psychopaths, the cops that is.
Whatever the case, the one in this series is already coming off to me as a psychopath, and just seeing him on screen annoys me. I prefer the main bad guys Coltrane and his group of professional criminals. Yeah, I know... I'm not surprised how greatly written criminals are in series sometimes. These motherfuckers are dangerous and very very precise in everything they do, but a few slip ups have them running away from psycho cop. lol.
Also... I love that 'Dumbfoundead' aka- Jonathan Park is in that group of criminals as a character. Didn't know he'd been acting for a while. I love to see it.
Anyway... fun little series so far... After finishing 'The Wonderfools'.
Honestly, I love Park Eun Bin. She can't do no wrong in my book. And if she has, then, let's not hear about it. I loved her in this series. She was adorable. And I enjoyed pretty much the entire thing. I loved how it's based in the late 90s and how she is dressed through most of it. Her super powers were cute and reminded me of some of my characters that I have created.
I like how realistic-ish this series was about super powers, and how the way some people reacted to them would be a very normal way in which people would react. Good overall, had fun watching that too.
So that's what's been happening. I've been staying away from trouble and from all the bullshit. I'm still in pain every now and then, but I've been treating my stomach as nicely as possible, until I can actually get to a doctor that can tell me what the fuck is wrong with it, now.
That said.... I'm looking forward to finishing 'Nemesis'. Though I know that usually 'bad guys' don't win in these series. I'm hoping maybe for a compromise of some sort from the writer/s. *shrugs* ?
Either way, I'm still rooting for Coltrane and his band of professional criminals. XD
Since last night... which was basically yesterday and today in the morning, I got that thing that bothers me so much.... It's ... I just don't want to explain it. It's NONNA....
Weirdly it wasn't pain, but it was a physical situation, the feelings... they were physical.
At the end of it all... I drew it out.... Like drew it drew it. I did a series of small tiny thumbnails, with all my feelings on them and even a single drawing on one pieces of notebook paper. I was like... Fucking hell... is this really how I feel? .......oooof.....
I even wrote my name on the sketches/drawings. To fully reach that deal , that healing.
Afterwards, I immediately shredded the sketches and deep down thought... 'I wonder if I could sell a situation like that on 'only fans'. Would people pay so much for it? Would it make me famous? lol. For such shit? ... never mind....
*cackles inwardly and begins the re-healing methord*
... I do that sometimes... I feel so much physically I just have to draw it out and then shred it. Like a metaphorical way of getting rid of the feelings I was having....
... You could just imagine what feelings I was having if I was thinking that maybe 'only fans' people would appreciate them. *cackles more *
... anyway... That was the TMI story time of today...
'the entire Rapepublican regime is being thrown into the guillotine today in a very revolutionary move!'
... nah...
That's not going to happen.
I told my brother I will die first before that shit happens... and I will return one hundred years from now as a ghost, and see that people are still just talking about the problems and not solving shit, because a worse regime is already in place.
As a matter of fact, they'll probably be talking in their brain or something cause now it's just dangerous to talk in any and all platforms. The regime will have fucked everyone up so hard, the few rebels that are left, have been minimized to just thinking about how great it would be to rebel.
.... *shrugs *
... my brother just shook his head at me and told me 'Well, it's just cause everything is a fucking mess.' .. he pauses a little... 'The entire system is a complete absolute fucking mess.'
This is exactly what he's supposed to do... lol...
In Conclusion: Now I want to figure out how to make a gif without a background... tsk... It was hard enough to animate this in CSP... but ... I did it. XD TWO fucking main illustrations that took me a million years to animate... basically two fucking frames... or maybe more but still.
I'm still trying to figure out colors in REAL life ... so I doodled these before the pain took me out of commission. XD
Either way... I like Jessy's colors a lot.... I was thinking I should change his outfit every chance I get to make it more fun to draw him. He's wearing one of his many non-winter outfits. lol... non-winter... I dunno... It's stuff he doesn't wear in winter cause in winter he wears that cute white hoodie with the cute magic plant/vine deco.
in conclusion... I have been trying to doodle some art... However, pain and other circumstances constantly take me out of commission. But, make no mistake, as soon as I'm able to. I shall keep on doing it. Yes, I am currently obsessed with figuring Jessy out. So I have been doodling him the most.
Here are some other attempts I made to doodle him, but these are very unfinished. I didn't even color them. XD
Yes I know... I got a consistency problem... Wouldn't call me a same face syndrome type. Especially when I draw by hand. However, I feel the style is there. Whatever my style is... It's there... I think. lol.
Either way.. I am doodling... It's my hobby, can't help it. And also, obsessing over Jessy. Cause it's fun. *cackles*
Ok... bye...
*runs away for another five hundred years * * runs back in *
