I love absolutely chomping on fruit and making a mess.
Today at school, the staff room had some oranges and apples, and they were realllyyy yummy... But anyway, I got an orange and it somehow had 2 orange peels on it, so I started biting into it like the feral animal I am to get to the sweet, delish, juicy citrus flesh in the middle.
And let me tell you, I was chomping and devouring it like the feral animal I am. (｀・ω・´)
It also gave me a lot of euphoria :3
Not to mention, orange peels are very nutrious, and may not be very delicious when just biting into it raw... But, it was still fun and good!
This is a quick post, and it's late at night, but I need some advice or to at least know if any other beings or canines experience this.
To start off, each time I get frustrated or irritated, I have very strong urgers to bite and need to grind on my fangs physically or bite on something so I don't bite anyone. On some occasions, I have actually bit some people (only friends/family) and have caused two or three of those people to slightly bleed.
I don't necessarily want to bite anyone, but I get relief when I finally gnaw on something because it's like getting my anger out, but objects don't give the same relief as skin. I have also bitten myself numerous times if the urges are too strong, which is just as bad as biting others.
I really need advice on how not to bite others or alternatives, so if you have any, please put it in the comments.
Hii ! My name is Hysteria or Matrix, I am a therianthrope and otherlink (among other labels...), I'm also genderqueer, demiaroace & saphillealm. My interests include alterhumanity, learning stuff, photography, animals, music, and more.
Side blogs:
@feralk9
I am very highly suspected to have Inattentive ADHD (and social anxiety), though I am not diagnosed. But still, please be patient with me and be gentle, as I'm also quite sensitive.
Also, I use canine/feline/nonhuman vivterms. Shortened, vivterms are basically terms that replace human terms with nonhuman terms, for example; fangs/canines instead of teeth, claws instead of nails, paws instead of feet/hands, etc. I would also prefer to be referred as a canine/feline, creature, beast, critter, or anything nonhuman instead of human if talking about my nonhuman identities :)
Furthermore, I am nonhuman. I am a conceptkin, otherlinker, fictionkin and overall animal!
I am a ⋮
Wild Cat Clado
Vulpes & Lycalopex Genus Clado
Canine
Old webpage/Coding Conceptkin
And Linktypes, I forgot (^_^;)
Todd Anderson Fictionkin
Vampirekin
0.2 ⋮ ABOUT THE BLOG
I have made this blog to ramble about most stuff non-human related. I am (yet again...) attempting to connect to my nonhumanity because I keep pushing it to the side and hiding it away. I hope this blog can help with that and also improve my confidence in talking more !
I will block freely. I do not have a specific DNI, but if you follow me or comment on a post of mine, and I dislike you for some reason, I will block you. One specific thing though, please no nsfw blogs interacting with me or my account. I am a minor. As well as please no radqueers, antikin or beings who are pro-contact. Other then that, I block freely.
If you have any questions, just want to talk, or just wanna spread some positivity in my asks (Bark to me!!), you are free to do that !!
On an extra note, it is unlikely that I will accept or give friend requests or DM/message people because I am extremely anxious in social situations unless it's with one of my IRL friends.
By the way, if I ever have a date on a post, the format is: DD/MM/YYYY
It makes me sad that half of my species aren't even in Australia.
The only fox species in Australia are Vulpes Vulpes, aka Red Foxes, and I rarely see or hear them as they are also frequently hunted for being pests.
As for wild cats, all of them are in different countries or in zoos, and I've never gone overseas and rarely able to go to zoos. The only other cats I get to see are my own, domesticated ones either roaming the streets or in a window or non-domesticated cats.
And for canines, are just non/domesticated dogs or dingoes in zoos.
I would add more, but I'm not in much of a writing mood.
You know? Like coding in computers or HTML, CSS, what not; I've been feeling like that pretty recently. And information... mhmhmhh, I love taking in information about things I like and consuming it like it's my last meal.
I'm just wondering if it may be conceptkin or something else. I specifically feel like (as best as I can describe) the aesthetic of old web pages, forums, google, MS Paint or just the concept of simple coding.
Visuals/pictures to better describe it. (All sourced from pinterest at random)
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It also feels more blue and grey. Like the colour scheme of me is mostly blues and greys. I would love some help (´ω`)
