#bibatrambles

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just organized my whole entire writing software so that all of my short (ish) WIPs are all in one place and it turns out I have 125,000 words of half written one shots, shorter WIPs, and ideas that I just. Never got to.

And also 8000 words of a few almost entirely/actually finished fics that I just. Never finished? Never posted? Why??? Who knows?? Anyways I'm wrapping some of those up since they're basically written lmaoo enjoy seeing those soon 😂

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My partner (who is watching next gen for the very first time) just said the words "i want to watch commander data cum so hard its like watching Pinocchio become a real boy" OUT LOUD

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Alright folks here it is, as tagged by @jpeg-dot-jpeg and @this-was-a-terrible-idea)

What would you steal from my house?

Truly Concerning number of (ethically sourced) animal bones/skulls

Bo staff from my red robin cosplay

Cerberus plushie

Tarot and Oracle deck collection (58 total. oh, thats a lot)

12" selenite knife (her name is seleknife)

Antique hand dovetailed secretary desk

Wildflower guide to the northeastern US from 1948

Gameboy color with Batman Return of the Joker inside

Abominable action figure collection

Voting ended onOct 30, 2024

If you ask I WILL do a bones tour. Or show photos of any of these things.

Tagging @chipmunkery @ladytauria @ragnarokhound @generatorkitty and @cheetahleopard! No pressure/sorry if you already did it and i missed it

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3! I'd love to know more about your book!

Genuinely so surprised (and also delighted) that this is the one people want to ask me about!! Thank you so much for asking!!!

In the interest of trying to keep any manuscript material off the internet and also trying not to flat out summarize the story, I'm getting creative about answering these. Here's a moodboard/web weave about it:

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Imagine me at the gym on the bike warming up. I look up and supernatural reruns are playing. Dean and cas are sharing a very manly hug. At the planet fitness.

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PLEASE elaborate on the weird and horny rr damitim 🙏

Oh I mean please refer to my 45k word essay fic about them 😂

I know youve already read it but I think it says more than any answer could 😂 i will say though, as an avid JayDick enjoyer, I LOVE nighthood when its DamiTim like. Even more. I just think Damian is weird and obsessive about his mistakes and as the older "responsible" one i think that he wouldn't be as insecure about Tim's abilities in the first place, but I also think he'd take Tim's death as a personal failure and then when he comes BACK I think. Well. Damian is just always weird and obsessive about his mistakes and this is no different and also Tim in the role of Jaybin OBVIOUSLY has a secret little crush and Damian and then. Well. Those things meet at Weird and Horny! Anyways, feel free to refer to the essay which I will likely work on bc ive been thinking lots about it lately 💚 ily bisou bisou

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Taking a break from freaking out about having writer's block to recognize what I've accomplished over the last year. This was my most creative year in a really, really long time, and I've described it this way a few times, but I really feel like I've gotten a piece of my body back. I'm really proud of everything that I've made, (even the massive amount that I haven't shared) not just because I've gotten a lot of positive feedback, but because I needed it. I worked through a lot of things that I needed to work out through writing, and even when I wasn't working through something, I really loved the act of creating. And when I did share it, the response I received was always so wonderful, especially from people who have shared that it helped them feel seen and understood too.

I don't know, its the start of the new year and I'm just feeling mushy, I guess. I'm really proud of myself. I'm doing things that make me happy, I'm surrounded by people who love and support me, and I learned a lot this year. I'm just trying to be grateful and proud of myself instead of beating myself up.

Anyways, thank you if you read anything I wrote or left me a comment or interacted with me in any way this year (or the year before). It's really been a big confidence boost and you have no idea what it means to me.

Anyways, happy new year and much love to all of you 💚 here's to another year of abundant creativity and even more joy and love!!

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Got baited into making zines for zinetober by @koddlet after seeing their "worst thing I've ever folded" zine!

(all of the green ones in this first zine are things in my breakroom at work)

Also while I was on the phone with my mom yesterday I folded like. 20 blank mini zines in this size by accident. I just looked down and they were there??

Anyways, I've talked a little bit about this but I haven't like. Made art in a really long time until this year bc I was so caught up in whether or not it would be good when other people looked at it that I stopped making it for me. And then I was reminded by a friend that making art isn't about that, it should be about creating, and I feel like I just got a limb back now that I'm making art again.

So yeah, I wasn't going to share this zine but then I thought, hey, if I ever inspired someone to make something, I'd want to know. Plus, they said they wanted to see the zines people were making, so here ya go! I have one more I might share, and I think I might keep making them.