finn wittrock / he/him ——— no way is that CASPER WINSTON.. they’re a 40-year-old SYNTH notoriously known for being FICKLE & INDECISIVE but there are some people who have seen them being ASSERTIVE & DISCIPLINED. if you ask me, they remind me a lot of not staying in one place for a long time, drowning in a sea of wilting roses and shooting for the stars because the earth is not enough but that could just be because they’re considered the NOMAD around town. just keep an eye on them & see if their true colors shine through..
tw drunk driving
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casper was never good with emotions even from a young age he struggled regulating them and understanding them, he couldn't understand why he'd feel angry for no reason or sad the next. it eventually got to a point he just shut them down all together
that was when he was a teenager and it made his life hell of a lot worse for it, starting fights randomly, never crying or grieving especially after his best friend had passed in a drunk driving accident that he was involved in when he was in high school
his 'grieving' happened in drinking and refused to go to therapy because he deemed he didn't really "need it"
things seemed to flip for him though when he met clarice and for the first time ever fell in love with someone
he'd have girlfriends in the past, even a boyfriend at one point, but he never really felt anything for them not the way he did clarice so he proposed to her
because of these 'new' feelings (at least to him) he was having a hard time actually commiting to the marriage part of the proposal and after her mom had passed it really only solidified those feelings so after he kept coming up with an excuse after excuse she broke things off with him
for the first time again there was a new feeling and he hated this one, leaving dallas for a while (a few years to be exact) to try and make them go away
he's back now and currently looking for a new job in town trying to steer clear of clarice because he's unsure of if those feelings are still there or not
