For some reason I've always taken COSOSOM as every man and also you can drill it down to specific men if you want to. But just this idea that they'll move on and she will continue to wander through life wondering about the if-onlies especially based on how her life was going at that time.
Yeah I get that! To me the story she’s telling fits into the narrative we get about Matty specifically- “the decade would play us for fools”
“You needed me but you needed drugs more”
“Would it be enough to just drift in your orbit” is very turned into good neighbors and like he was hanging around
But also this is a thing she talks about regarding other relationships and explores in other songs like the 1 and haunted and I look in peoples windows and plenty of other ones so I get what you’re saying
