im splitting on my gf this is highkey BAD

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im splitting on my gf this is highkey BAD
i want to ask my friends to talk to me and validate me but i don’t think our friendship is strong enough to withstand that, and i can’t ask them if they care about me enough to do that either bc then they’d really hate me so i just suffer i guess
hm the only reason i haven’t looked for a diagnosis is because i don’t trust myself enough to recognize symptoms / a therapist would undoubtedly work back to the fact most of my symptoms and various neurodivergencies stem from ongoing abuse which…. is not ideal