#emonemo

[spankysparkles]

Update on our bucket list this week! We marked a few more things off, like cosplaying as our new characters, starting a book from the same genre as our WIP, and doing some word sprints. So excited to keep working on this project after april : ) But also glad to get the bucket list done, we're getting close to the end

@maythirdofficial-blog

[spankysparkles]

Bucket List Progress! :) We're getting close to the halfway point of April, so I'm checking in at the end of the week with an update. So far, I've had the most fun writing outside with @maythirdofficial-blog. We had a bonfire and stayed out until it was too dark to see our notebooks.

[spankysparkles]

In April @maythirdofficial-blog (or emonemo on ao3) and I are doing a writing challenge! We wanted to work on more original works with some original characters (but don't worry, the fanfiction will never go away lol) so I made us this challenge for april to get into our new WIP. Our Goal: to complete this bucket list before the end of April! I'll be posting a more usable version of this bucket list for anyone who wants to do it this month or any month really. If you end up participating or having any questions, we're more then happy to reply! Happy Writing! Will update you as we complete more of our lists!

[potatowoes]

About Feeling Better

I don’t quite know what to feel

of all the things I notice about you

I want to know you better

but I don’t know how to let you know

 I don’t quite know what to feel

After all those words you said to me

I guess it’s for the better

but I wished it didn’t happen

 I don’t quite know what to feel

About how unlikely it seems

It’s not going to get better

but it’s time to make a change happen 

All these feelings that I don’t quite know

How to make sense of this complicated world

It sucks to not understand

but where do I start to make things better

[liltinytako-blog]

what my ed did to me .

whether it helped me or not

it ruined my psychological and logical thinking

when i dont eat, i feel like i was in control. like i could control and restrict myself from eating more. like i skipped dinner or ate around 500 calories. sure i felt hungry but i was in control. i was happy that i was getting stick thin (my crazy self speaking)

when i binge, my own actual self is eating and feels happy at that moment, only at that moment. but after my ed self sprials out of control thats when my brain is yelling at me to stop but nah mate my brain is trying to derive the feeling of happiness when i used to eat normally but i just cant feel it anymore. why ? because my ed makes me hate food so i dont binge if not ill have to purge

when i purge, i feel so horrible and it stinks (pun intended) but my ed says “hey its okay its fine, you’ll be empty again”

i love food alright but food makes me go haywire and i put myself in a haphazard state my health is definitely at risk.

i tried to recover, i have. but whenever i eat i get this psycho thinking that my fat heavy thighs are getting bigger so i purge

in actual fact, people dont gain weight that fast. i just think that if i eat , i get bigger. and yea im done with my emo nemo post. its what ive been thinking of posting thus its ma lil safe soft side

[be-still-my-fangirling-heart]

Emo Nemo- the teen years. "God, dad! You don't understand me! It's not a phase! This is who I am!" *Plays MCR* #findingemo #ithinkimfunny #emonemo #fish

[palajenoshua]

“I didn’t have an ideal type of girl, till I met you”

Prettttyyy impressed that I came up with that on my own. LOL. SELF FIVE. 🙏

[eenymeenymynemo]

2006 vs 2016.. yeeeeesh.. #2006vs2016 #tbt #throwbackthursday #blastfromthepast #thenandnow #19yearsold #thankgod #nemocartwright #emoNemo