Oct 5, 2018
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Think I want to write a collection of poems about falling in love with CM and falling in love with myself. 2016 goals. Created. ✅
I have $990 left to raise for Kenya and that is by far some of the coolest news I've heard to date. I keep having this gut feeling I will be fully paid by January 1st. So that'd be cool as heck.
Where some people fell in love with the idea of him and who he could become I fell in love with him and every version of him - yesterday, today, and tomorrow.
Feels and missing him
Talking about the future is the most exciting and heart warming experience I have come to learn. The plans of little ones of different nationalities and some with our own blood running down wooden floors of the kitchen in the woods of Alaska seems right around the corner these days. A house full of happy hearts and home cooked meals delights me. Falling in love with your person is something only given by the Father because no human create such a graceful and beautiful season on their own.
How can you not be filled with such joy when you're with your person?
Hi, I am going to pretend you asked how I’ve been lately
I am well. My soul though often a chaotic mess of emotions has had it’s seas calmed this past weekend. I took some time with the boy and we poured out our hearts. Life is full right now - bursting at the seams full.
College, ministry school, being an assistant manager of a kitchen, being trained in the church coffee shop, the budding of a relationship are just a few of topics filling up my daily life. I wish there were a few more hours so I could do all of these with as much excellence as I would desire.
Have you ever been in a really shitty patch of weather - like it’s just awful weather and then you go out the next day and it’s perfect. your favorite flowers are blooming and the trees are just starting to be adorned for fall. That is how life feels right now. CM is a breath of fresh air in my life and I am so grateful for how the Father has blessed me.
I guess this is just a babble or something without real direction other than to reiterate - I am not just okay - I am good.
Life talk ideas
• become missionaries (pretty much am already) • become an early childhood education teacher • open a food truck or coffee shop • be a social worker • move to alaska and serve at a church • love people
Thank god I don’t need to make up my mind yet.