#gemsy

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Heathers, 1989

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Did anyone else see this

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A lovely night 🖤

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Unintentionally Blue

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2017-my year to get stronger Healthier than ever 💚 Proud to be me :~)

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Just a Jew Girl living in a ......... Not Jew World

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I reported a girl on tinder bc her bio says she hates feminists

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A boy kissed my hand last night, and told me to live my best life

I told him I'm trying ; with a sad smile

When depression creeps to the surface and is finally out in the open, you become vulnerable

Yes, the feeling is familiar to me. Depression has been creeping it's way up and out for six years. Never did I think it would get in the way of me and a lover.

In fact, never did I even think I'd have a lover. But I did. And then I didn't. And now all I want is to be held again. But I can't even do that, apparently.

This school is so small, my world even smaller. You hurt, and I do, too. It was both of us, ultimately.

But I'm trying. God knows I'm trying.

I just want to be better. You have to let me be better.