@hebranded said: “ unique just means alone. ” / for aerith!
Aerith bites her lip. He’s right but is she willing to admit to him just how right he is? ❝ I suppose… ❞ Maybe not today. ❝ If you’re the only one like that, if you have no one who can relate to your feelings… Then how can you not feel alone? No matter how hard others try to be kind and say they understand… They could never, they don’t share your experiences. So you thank them for their kind thoughts and carry on feeling alone. ❞ And she loves her friends dearly but she’s not gonna pretend any of them understands what it feels like to hear the voices of dead people in your head, to try and relay someone’s final message only to have the other person stare at you with something they think is kinder than horror but is still hurtful. She has learned long ago not to talk about it, to pretend she’s just like everyone else. Normal is better, it’s less trouble.
❝ But maybe feeling alone is better than feeling rejected. ❞ And selfish but… Is it that bad to want friends who won’t look at you like you’re a thing instead of a person when they think you’re not looking?













