#hostility.txt

[toeveryenemy]

We love video games. We never play them. We love reading. We never read. Do you get it yet. We don't

[sensostimmer]

Welcome to Sensostimmer!

We are Lucas & Lily from the Hostility System. Lucas is the host and Lily is the co-host of our system. We both share this blog together!

This is a secondary blog, our main blog can be found here.

Looking for stim toy content? Click here to go to our stim toy blog.

Searching for Chronic illness & Disability blogging? We've got a blog for that here.

We also have a few different blogs which can be found on our main blog's pinned post.

What’s Sensostimmer about?

Sensostimmer is a semi-personal blog focused on Neurodivergencies- it is not limited to autism and adhd. We post memes, informational posts, affirmations, stimmy images and more.

Sometimes, if we are in the mood, we post our own posts. here are a few popular ones:

Creating a Dopamenu

The Dialectical Behavior Therapy Skills Card Deck

Need help taking meds? Get a YOS bottle!

Mental Health Skills Box (Inspiration Post)

DIY: Making Your Own Trauma Fighting Kit

PeeCat & HydrateCat [ND Reminder Memes]

Some tiny little tips for when you’re understimulated

ADHD, My Brain + Me [ADHD Comic]

[toeveryenemy]

I threw away the friendship bracelet I was making, because I made a mistake and while others couldn't see it I could and it was stressing me out. I was p far but I really wanted to start over after taking a break from it.

It was really cute! The left pic was before the mistake, the right after the mistake. It was messing me up really bad lol.

I just gotta find a way to see & remember where I messed up and start at the right place again.

[toeveryenemy]

Really hope we can get back on Elvanse (adhd meds) in the near future bc. We want to feel alive again. Be able to do hobbies, actually DO things again instead be on automatic pilot and watch days pass by. We're just surviving. It's depressing.

It took me days to get us to start a friendship bracelet I really wanted to make. The steps didn't take long but I just couldn't get us to do it. I'm really proud of ourselves! But it shouldn't be that hard! It shouldn't have to take literal days!!!!

[toeveryenemy]

I am having such a hard time rn bc of it being dark so early. My mood is so low holy shit. It really is getting to me. Need to do something to distract myself actively bc I don't want to drown myself in this gunk of depression

I guess we're gonna let Lily do our nails, play a video game, do some acrylic paint marker art stuff again. Make tea and/or coffee. Probably not in that order.

[toeveryenemy]

it's hard to do things when you want to do several things and also your brain is like. maybe we don't do anything at all. but we WANT TO.

Lily has doing our nails put on the list since the dawn of time (we really should do that soon), we wanna watch something fun on youtube (either watcher or rtvs streams), we wanna try making a Flexagon stim toy (crochet), we wanna play video games (either Stardew and / or Shovel Knight Dig / Pocket Dungeon). but we can't do all of this bc we don't have the fucking energy for it.

Our nails can wait till Sunday, so it's not that time sensitive We already watched some part of an RTVS stream today, and we're not sure if we can crochet the Flexagon while watching that stream, cuz we gotta figure out the stitches again. Video games are probably happening. Until we are bored.

If I can get us to do something. I hope.

[toeveryenemy]

I GOT A NEW HIGHSCORE of lying in bed all day.

[toeveryenemy]

I wish I could say I was coloring about it. But I'm not. I'm lying in bed instead. I wish I could color in bed but my back is not having it (pain) and I'm too fatigued to sit upright for too long so I guess I'm just suffering about it

I have such pretty colors to color with too!! I just wanna color for a while but the fatigue hits way too hard and it makes me feel ill sitting for too long so I just need to lie down in bed

I'm healthy 👍