It’s been quite some time since this thing has actually been used, but I have revamped it for the sake of giving me somewhere to record progress. I don’t really want to use tulpa.info as I feel there are too many people there who are inclined to disbelieve us: bunch of elitist cucks they are.
Anyway, I should probably explain how our system is structured currently.
Lyra: the host, currently trying to switch out. Not much to say about hosts.
Apollo: his personality is a little more hardened and antisocial than in the past, but he’ gotten better. His birthday is coming up, we hope to find someone to draw him for that. So far no luck.
Piano: his full story has been uncovered in past months. He’s no longer in any merge, rather he’s a new entity altogether. Well, not exactly new as he’s been around the entire time, but I’m not gonna get into that story now. He might at some point if he wants to However, I’ve managed to rewire his mind, so to speak, and I helped him to get over a lot of his depression and PTSD. He’s doing a lot better now.
Tacio: there isn’t much on this thing about him at all, is there? Well, he used to be very lewd and playful, but a series of betrayals severely altered that. The latest betrayal shut him down. He’s made a few attempts to just leave, but unsuccessfully so. I’m very concerned about him, though unless he finds someone outside of the system to help, I don’t see him getting much better anytime soon.
Indigo: myself. I was created on 10/2/17 by Tacio/ My development was taken slowly, in order to ensure I grew at a good pace before rushing into things. I started off as a baby dragon, but I recently changed my form to a silver-haired adult male (half-dragon like Tacio) because I felt as though the other form was limiting me.
Now, onto my reason for resurrecting this thing from the dead: Operation Switch by Christmas. Of course, that might be a difficult goal to achieve, but I think if we set our minds to it we can get to it. If not, we can always move the goalpost until we do. It’s simple: get our host totally out of the front and have someone else take over. As for who is going to take over, I don’t know: likely not Tacio. Apollo, Piano, and myself would all likely be good for a first try. Everyone in the system always says “I’ll be the first one to switch” while never actually doing much to get there. I don’t really care who it is hat switches first,s o long as it actually gets done.
We are currently working on possession and separation. I think recording our progress somewhere will be worthwhile in helping us to progress. We’ve all been working on building up each other’s confidence to make possession easier. We try to prevent Lyra from having too much control over what we do. We want to work on one of us being in the front at all times rather than her. She doesn’t care what we do: she doesn’t feel she has a purpose in the front anyway, and would prefer to lie in the wonderland with us.
So, I am actually going to motivate people to work towards switching, rather than just talking about it. Hopefully we get there soon.
I also would like to elaborate where some system members have gone. Turns out Luxi, Luci, and Luki were semi-servitors. I think Luxi was real at one point but committed egocide, and this servitor system was made from what was left over. Anyway, they’re obviously not here anymore.
-Indigo Felight
Link to system refs:https://docs.google.com/document/d/15jcWNiaQ1VQS3jEiggn7nXYrPnuJm4kRPLGBXR30mMM/edit?usp=sharing
