#inter se

[kingseph]

Kinda annoying bc one of my characters (Fenriel) looks suspiciously like the dude from apothecary dairies...

I swear they are unrelated and I didnt even know about it at the time. However, I do use that guy for my Fenriel based boards so.....

He's chinese royalty with blue eyez too WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!

(atleast i assume the guy from AD is Chinese? idk hardly anything.)

[kingseph]

God, Jai is such a cool character. Like he's not been perfected but I just chefs kiss about everything.

Some facts about Jai Le'Corte

1. Very handsome older man (60)

2. Millionaire philanthropist

3. Very popular with the media for his various philanthropist activities.

4. Actually the head of the scariest and strongest and richest gang in NYC.

5. Said gang profits mostly from relatively moral and safe by comparison sex work and drugs. He also hires and rehabilitates ex cons or "dangerous people" and uses their skills for his own goals. (often philanthropy- but not always)

6. Absolutely ADORED his wife. Never cheated on her, never even looked another woman's way when she was alive. Now absolutely ADORES his boyfriend.

7. Yes he's bisexual!

8. He's also a sadist!

9. He has a loving and kind relationship with his daughter who also works with him.

10. His wife was the head of the old gang and he made this new gang to avenge her. (It worked and now they are extremely powerful as they killed/overtook the offending gangs)

I love his oscillation between kindness and morality to being corrupt and insane and violent in the next moment. Our man is capable of many things. Good and bad.....

Also he's pretty :>

[inter-se]

Idea-

Mallory is actually a spy there to spy on Shigeru in the gang-

They do both kill her horrifically, and the rest of the gang hates Shigeru for it but!

He actually saved them.

Or it's like a lost memory thing where mallory was the one to be "killed" but they saved her............ i have thoughts going in my head

[kingseph]

Didn't drink today! And tbh have been reasonable within in my unreasonableness lately.

Taking my vitamins- drinking my water. Focusing on my future, and focusing on keeping myself relatively positive and ever making strides.

Also tomorrow I get my chemo port out of my chest! :D It's a pretty non invasive surgery- just under the skin.

Soon I can start lifting again and I can really go all out on my rigorous exercise. I am so excited. I know this will help my drinking greatly.

I'll be eating healthier- drinking healthier- thinking healthier- now that I will no longer be limited by my body.

Also my Birthday is on Monday. :))

I'm planning 2-3 parties. I think my main one is going to be Cyberpunk/ Blade Runner Themed.

No clue how imma dress for that but- whatever! It's my party I can do whatever I want.

As Inter Se goes- I've been thinking a lot about Fenriel's father. His history- the way he is and raises his three children. Idk- He's kinda cool and also yet again a character to put part of myself into....

My last week of 27...

[kingseph]

Watching Fargo got me needing to up my Psychopath game in inter se.

NOT GROSS ENOUGH !!! NOT UNCANNY ENOUGH!!! NEED MORE HORRORS!!

Tbh Meemo and Varga mashed together is a lot like Fen. Little cute dancer guy who will do all your dirty work and manipulative disgusting charmer who will control your life.

I need to add more Varga into these people. The three top psychos- Jai, Shigeru and Fenriel.

I feel like Lorn is more Shigeru coded. Lorn is just fucking mean for the sake of it sometimes. To see the fear in people's eyes or to know he has left some sort of scar or impression on someone.

Fen is actually quite nice, even at knife point. He's just a cute little guy having fun. Which I feel is more Varga who relies more on relationships than Lorn over all.

Then Jai, idk. He probably doesn't fit either of them. He's that charming philanthropist who's addicted to others pledging their life to them. So he does nice things so people will call him nice, and be his allies and friends and lovers. So they compliment him and he can brush them off gracefully. But in the dark of his room at night- in his bed alone- he chews over ever comment made about him and plans the demise of his enemies in the most vicious ways.

Anyways I think Jai might actually be inspired by myself. But all my characters are in a way I guess. Something that is me or specifically not me.

I'd like to come up with some more out there guys. But i guess they're all unfamiliar if you are not me already. These ideas and concepts have lived in my head for decades. Now I just mash them together like different colored legos.

Anyways, one epsiode of Fargo season 3 left! Can't wait to see my fav character die! (almost always happens and almost always deserved lol)

[kingseph]

Danggg I did a updated word count of Inter Se and its over 150k words now.

150k words….

[kingseph]

Literally have over 130k words written for Inter Se. That’s like, about as much as the first Harry Potter book. I wonder how much I will write over all. If I fill out everything here it’s probably going to be like 30k per “chapter” on average imo. Sheng qi times could go quite long assuming I actually write that one. Maybe even 40k. But again, that’s assuming I write that or anything in any proper sequential order…

[kingseph]

Pinned Post Update!

Yo, I'm Sephir. ENTP Taurus-gemini cusp, Year of the Ox, Chaotic Neutral. Maybe you can figure about me from that.

I like some anime mostly just Bleach and JJK. I enjoy horror, reading any genre, learning languages (trying to be trilingual- English, Japanese Turkish), drawing, and writing.

I am quite friendly but sometimes slow to reply. DMs are open if you wanna chat. :) (I'm happily married tho.)

I write and I like to pretend my writing has a real fandom by tagging it as such. (#inter se) The genres i'd say is dark romance (lgbtq+), drama, horror and light action. It is VERY nsfw. There is an overarching story but right now it's mostly about the interpersonal drama of mostly Fenriel Tseng. It is mostly the only thing I think about so if you wanna hear more I can talk your ear off as much as you are willing to listen.

----Some updates (as of April 7th 2025)

-150k+ words in total.

-I am desperate for an editor!!! (For a chapter that is 33k words).

-Once i have someone to edit i'll post maybe here or probably on Wattpad. But I may just self edit depending :))