Thursday 11.10.2022 | 16:42 CST
It's been quite a while since my last update! I'm not a student anymore but I just wanted to give a quick little update on things. I stated in my last post that I was okay where I was and that I didn't have any true plans set into place and, to be honest, I'm still unemployed since that post. I've been doing research voluntarily for a lab and it's somewhat working out for me. I've been balancing between taking care of family and the household but it's been a bit rough for me mentally in the sense that I want to be a career-driven woman striving for success and progression in life. But with this time I've come to a realization that my undiagnosed ADHD and some lack in self-discipline isn't helping me go much further. There's pressure from life around me and societal pressure pushing onto me and I feel like it's not okay to feel okay with where I am now. If that makes any sense to anyone.
My current goal though is to pursue getting accepted into graduate school but I need to really shape myself up and battle my ADHD and gather up all the self-discipline I can to achieve that goal. It's a bit rough right now but maybe I can get a system going for me to truly pursue those goals.
Went on a tangent there but whoever you are, wherever you are, and in whatever time you're in; I hope you're looking out for yourself too! Eat well, hydrate, and stay healthy!
𝐿𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝑀𝒾𝓃𝓊𝒾𝓉 ˊˎ˗