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[ahlite-a]

guoba

send me a character and i’ll tell you something we have in common!

friend - shaped

[yeonban]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

@miejinarchived asked:

violet : how does your muse respond to betrayal ? / for tarquin

   Badly.  Tarquin  is  someone  who  tends  to  keep  to  himself,  refrain  from  reaching  out  to  others  or  becoming  attached  to  people  in  any  way,  so  when  he  does  consciously  make  the  decision  to  lean  on  them,  to  put  his  trust  in  them,  and  they  purposefully  break  it,  there  is  no  way  to  ever  return  to  what  they  had  before.  It’s  unfortunate  for  them,  but  Tarquin’s  memory  is  flawless,  and  if  anything,  what  he  has  going  for  himself  is  the  ability  to  hold  a  grudge,  sometimes  even  until  death  (  if  the  betrayal  is  severe  enough  to  warrant  it  ).  He  will  never  trust  them  again;  even  if  they  try  to  make  amends  and  even  if  they  somehow  manage  to  return  to  neutral  (  truce  )  terms  as  most  likely  courtesy  of  a  3rd  party.  He  won’t  hide  his  displeasure  either,  if  they  were  to  meet  once  more,  and  Dragonspine  may  feel  much  colder  than  usual,  if  they  dared  step  foot  on  it  again.

@cauterisen​ asked:

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland . (for tarquin!!!)

   Tarquin  adored  Sal  Vindagnyr  when  he  was  human.  Ever  since  youth,  he  felt  a  high  affinity  to  the  place;  being  able  to  find  shortcuts  and  learn  where  everything  is  faster  than  any  others  his  age;  which  worked  in  his  favour  whenever  the  kingdom  was  under  attack.  It’s  worthy  to  mention  that,  at  the  time,  Sal  Vindagnyr  was  a  healthy  mountain  full  of  greenery,  bright  green  trees,  vibrant  flowers  of  all  sorts  and  fauna  the  people  of  today  could  only  hope  to  dream  of,  so  it  resembled  a  heaven,  almost.  What  made  it  even  more  precious  to  Tarquin  were  his  loved  ones,  and  there  isn’t  a  single  person  he  didn’t  hold  dear  to  some  extent.  He  enjoyed  protecting  the  princess,  enjoyed  aiding  their  scholars  with  finding  answers  and  new  knowledge,  enjoyed  playing  with  the  children  and  even  enjoyed  helping  whatever  outlanders  decided  to  take  a  respite  in  their  nation  feel  welcome.

Now,  “Dragonspine”  is  but  a  shell  of  what  it  used  to  be,  much  like  Tarquin  himself.  The  mountain’s  structure  has  remained  mostly  the  same ---  the  shortcuts  he  knew  as  a  child  are  still  there,  some  of  the  buildings  (  thoroughly  ruined  though  )  are  still  there  as  well,  and  so  are  some  of  the  plants  from  back  then...  but  what  mattered  to  him  is  long  gone.  The  beautiful  greenery  he  was  used  to  decayed  into  unending  snow  and  storm  ---  the  very  same  thing  his  ancestors  ran  away  from,  before  they  reached  Sal  Vindagnyr  ---,  the  fauna  from  his  time  perished  alongside  the  brilliant  trees,  and  all  of  his  people  left  forever.  Tarquin  still  feels  fondness  for  the  mountain,  it  is  where  he  has  lived  his  entire  life  &  most  importantly  where  he  has  made  all  of  his  good  memories,  but  he  can’t  say  he  shares  the  same  sentiment  of  adoration  for  it  as  his  younger  self  did.  “Sal  Vindagnyr”  ceased  to  exist  once  its  people  died  and  its  gods  abandoned  it,  all  it  remains  of  it  now  is  a  godforsaken  land  of  death  that  acts  like  an  eternal  prison  for  him.

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ? do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ? (for tarquin!!!)

   Tarquin  thinks  about  the  past  several  times  a  day,  every  day.  It  might  not  be  an  exaggeration  to  even  say  that  he  lives  more  in  the  memory  of  the  past  than  in  the  reality  of  the  moment  (  although  nowadays,  since  more  people  he  has  become  fond  of  have  continued  visiting  the mountain,  he  has  slowly  started  to  live  in  the  present  a  bit  more;  think  of  the  past  a  little  less  ).

When  his  attention  is  on  the  past  though,  his  guilt  and  self-hatred  are  more  prevalent  than  anything  else,  even  more  than  his  anger.  As  the  kingdom’s  (  more  importantly,  as  the  princess’  )  knight  and  as  one  of  the  very  few  Vision  users  his  nation  had,  he  wholeheartedly  believes  that  the  fall  of  their  civilization  and  the  punishment  that  comes  with  it  are  his  to  bear.  He  believes  that,  if  he  had  been  there,  if  he  had  never  left  even  for  a  second,  he  might’ve  been  able  to  block  the  nail,  or  at  the  very  least  force  his  people  to  run  away  from  the  mountain  even  at  the  cost  of  his  own  life.  He  had  known  the  mountain  best  among  them  all,  after  all,  even  amidst  the  snow  and  fog,  even  after  the  nail  destroyed  its  original  shape,  he’s  certain  he  could  have  helped  them  make  it  out  of  there;  if  only  he  hadn’t  been  absent.

Because  of  the  above,  Tarquin  refuses  to  ever  leave  Sal  Vindagnyr  again,  unless  the  place  he  is  going  to  is  so  incredibly  close  that  he  could  return  within  a  moment’s  notice.  It’s  not  that  he  necessarily  has  much  left  to  protect  on  it  (  only  their  ruins  and  Durin’s  body  have  remained  ),  but  it  mainly  acts  as  a  self-inflicted  punishment.  He  had  left  when  his  kingdom  needed  him  the  most,  and  now  he  will  remain  there  forever,  unable  to  start  a  new  life  or  forget  about  his  people,  about  his  mistakes  nor  about  the  ‘what-ifs’  that  could  have  been.

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ? (for tarquin!!!)

Depends  on  the  topic.  If  it  is  something  that  he  knows  he  can  endure,  or  something  he’s  already  gone  through  at  some  point  in  his  life,  chances  are  that  he’ll  dismiss  the  warnings  and  advice,  and  simply  press  onwards  the  same  way  he  did  before.

If  it’s  something  he  has  little  to  no  knowledge  about  though,  or  if  he  feels  that  him  getting  injured  (  or  worse  )  would  bring  significant  distress  to  someone  he  holds  dear,  he’ll  be  more  likely  to  listen,  consider,  and  follow  what  the  person  told  him.

[ahlite-a]

sucrose

send me a character and i’ll tell you something we have in common!

sucrose is much more shrinking than me — sometimes it surprises people who know me to know that i love the shrinking anxiety - ridden characters (  i’ve also written bernie 3h!  ) because i’m very loud and et cetera most of the time.  but that’s because i cope with my anxiety via being loud; i’m just as shy and unsure as sucrose, i just don’t show it.

[ahlite-a]

jean

send me a character and i’ll tell you something we have in common!

THATS A KIN IF EVER I SAW ONE

just kidding, i don’t kin, but this one is easy.  we’re both the big sisters / eldest daughter, down to the stereotypes.  responsible, desperate to achieve and be everything for everyone, bad at taking breaks, love our little sister(s).  i have also passed out because i ran myself ragged trying to care for others!  i don’t know how to say no, and feel if i do (  or if i need help  ) that i’m failing and letting others down.  failing to fulfill responsibilities and letting others down are my worst fears.

[ahlite-a]

xiao

send me a character and i’ll tell you something we have in common!

this one was tough!!  i don’t think i’m much like xiao!!  (  thank you, therapy!  )  i do think we both tend to carry our problems alone, not wanting to burden others, though his comes from a sense of responsibility and mine from a fear of bothering others.

[sir-huffman]

abaddon: what person, place, or thing have you most wanted to destroy?

His Inner Demons [ Accepting ]

abaddon: what person, place, or thing have you most wanted to destroy?

Huffman doesn’t have thoughts of destruction, believe it or not.

He holds no grudge, he is very much a pacifist in that sense. Sure, he could wish he could stop poverty, he wish he could stop the struggles that lead to a broken family. Perhaps he wishes to destroy the injustice of the world...but his mind isn’t that wild or imaginative. If anything, maybe deep down there is a deep desire to destroy something...something he can’t remember...

Deep in the depths of his heart, in a life that he cannot remember. Apollo Huffman wishes to stop this endless cycle. He wishes that humans can rise up against the tragedies of the world. He wishes he could help aid them in their destruction and rebirth...but what can a god do when he gives them all the tools and wisdoms of the world? He can do nothing but watch the cycle repeat again...and again...and again...

[royalstorm]

“So, what is this? Are you attempting to read me the way one would read a book?” 

An amused chuckle slips from what was once a scowl upon the Diwata’s face. She flicks a strand of mauve locks behind her ear, canting her head at the other. “You’ll find it easier said than done. I may as well be a book on quantum mechanics.” Her lips loosen into a half-smile of sorts. “But if you must know ... I feel like I’m the worst, so I always act like I’m the best.”

@miejin .

[sunpierce-moved]

⛈️ sadness headcanon

lemme talk about my muse! / source!

rain always brings ichigo heavy discomfort and the painful memory of his mother dying before him at young age during a storm. with the weather becoming dark and gloomy, ichigo shuts down, refusing to go outside or speak to anyone as he does not want to let anyone see him in such a moment moment of weakness as he is always showing strength and protecting those around him.