#might trigger

[theinterpretingbookworm]

tw: holes

not the kind you're thinking of ⭐︎

or: another moodboard + a boost of dopamine

[unhinged-feral-gremlin]

Ya know.

Ya know. I never really told anyone this. I was scared no one would believe me or I was wrong somehow. But when I was 13 I had a friend over. She was older and I met her a couple days before. We were in my home, just watching a movie when she climbs on top of me. I tried to push her off but I had to be quiet since my Mom was in the other room. She starts to kiss me and I try to tell her that I don't do that. It's weird to me. She tries again, forcing my arms down. She took my pants off and started touching me. I was terrified. I didn't move or say anything. After a while she stopped and let me dress. I never saw her after that. I never told anyone because I didn't know what to say. I was ashamed of what happened. I don't know why I'm bringing this up now. Or why I'm telling you people who probably don't care. But... oh well.

[venat-enthusiast]

Dont read in case of triggering buy I'm not sure what to tag as soooo just avoid?? [MORE] I hate to admit it but because I've been so stressed as of recent, i haven't been eating a lot lately, and I've been losing weight and its not like that was a conscious choice cause I just dont have an appetite when I'm stressed/depressed but its one I've started liking cause wow I've been looking better???

[tsundereboukaloid]

Need Your Opinion~!

I entered a drawing contest and I drew two pictures for it, but I'm not sure which one to submit!

We had to draw Ebola-Chan

These are the ones I drew

http://i.imgur.com/wbmBCEr.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/yt1nPlb.jpg

Which do you guys prefer? 

[destinysomeone]

Might trigger

[ivu-anon]

Ivu put a small bottle in his pocket before burying himself under the blankets on the bed. " Tick tock tick tock..." Was everything the  young male could hear in his head. Something was about to end soon. Perhaps,his life. No hopes. Nothing. But how can you say that to your beloved ones? Right, You can't...Maybe it would be better to end his life right away rather than letting the illness eat him alive..

[candyhalo]

Might trigger

Sometimes the closest I get to ending my life that isn't doing it in my head is taking nerf gun putting it near my head and firing.

[candyhalo]

Poem 2

                        What you’d see through her eyes

The colors would be more bold have more meaning then just anger or sadness

A world full of people she can’t trust even in her hour of need

Statistics reasoning deduction chances

Boys and girls of all ages as a love interest

Her scars and her tears

The triggers hanging in the air as speech bubbles and pictures

The stares of all those who have no idea

The probability she will live

The person listening but not caring

The famous blog and silence

A blade dragging

Pill swallowing

Tears flowing

Loneliness happening despite what people said

Regret for ever getting herself into saving lives

Regret she couldn’t save them

Sorrow and guilt

Headaches

Nightmares

Insomnia

Different perspective

Things that would be triggers for you as nothing to her

Triggers to her that are nothing to you

Understanding the human mind and actions differently because of her clearer eyes

A never the same eye

Blogs she likes

People she wish she knew

The possibility that one day she’ll go past the clean streak of 7 maybe stop even

The chance she’ll move out before 18

The hope she can just be loved in real life as well

Thoughts about her for sure to be future where she runs her life not her verbal abusers

Smiling about how she might be hurting might be different but she can always find a supporter and being who she chooses her heart her brain her life and nobody’s gonna take it from her because she’s sick of being abused,bullied,judged,and neglected. She’s sick of having to yell her opinions to herself because she’d get labeled otherwise. She’s sick of hiding that she’s bisexual and has a voice. She’s sick of the laughter when he tries killing her. She’s sick of her siblings younger then her telling her to go die. That’s what you’d see from her eyes you’d see lots understand little but you’d get how she hates people thinking she’s too awesome to talk to and ignoring her silently because that’s what she wants is interaction.