5 sentences for BT
Line: "Do you truly believe you don't deserve to be happy?"
I technically did write five sentences and just added some more 🤭
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"Do you truly believe you don't deserve to be happy?" Buck's voice is quiet when he asks, and he can only see Tommy's back facing him as the other has turned away in the middle of the conversation, probably regretting letting that part slip. The thing Buck have suspected for so long.
It all adds up. Him walking out from the loft. Him stating that he's afraid to get his heart broken. His insecurities about the competition that is non-existent in Buck's eyes. And then there's this moment right here, right now. They're not back to dating, but they're getting there. Slowly and gradually, they're building their way towards something Buck hopes to remain permanent this time. They've been hanging out pretty much all day, starting the day off by going to the farmer's market, going on a hike, and going to Buck’s place where they cooked some dinner together and enjoyed it with a movie. It had been great. Amazing, even, one of the best days in Buck's life, because Tommy's smile had been constant on his handsome face, and it was a beautiful sight. "Today's been so much fun," he had told his ex at some point during the movie, and Tommy had smiled and hummed in agreement. So Buck had felt bold. Gathered the courage to ask the question. "This is real, right? This isn't just us hanging out as friends?" And he had waited with baited breath and felt Tommy tense up where he had been sitting pressed against him.
"It's always been real to me, Evan," he had eventually said, but his posture had changed into something far less relaxed and a little bit more anxious.
"Why do I feel a but coming?"
"But it's a lot of things."
"Such as?"
Tommy has hesitated, and Buck had reached out a hand to touch his reassuringly and had received an affectionate squeeze of his fingers in return.
"I don't think I deserve you." That's when he had let his hand slip away from Buck's grip and turned away from him and Buck had put the little pieces together and asked whether he truly believed he didn't deserve to be happy.
"I know I don't deserve to be happy."
It was devastating to hear, and it also pissed Buck of a little. Just imagining that someone must have made Tommy believe such a thing about himself was horrific.
"Well, I don't believe that's true," he tells Tommy, and the man scoffs at him.
"Evan--"
"Of all the people I know, that I've been surrounded with these past few years, I can't think of anyone more deserving of happiness," he continues. "J-just look at me. I avoided to get in contact with you over a year. You have every reason to hate me for that, a-and the moment I finally called you, you still dropped everything t-to get a coffee with me."
"I could never hate you, Evan. That's not even a possibility, no matter how things are between us." Tommy is looking at him again, looking absolutely devastated and offended over the very idea of even hating him. It makes Buck smile a little.
"Anyone else would hate me," he states, and Tommy huffs out a laugh.
"Anyone else is an idiot."
God, Buck wants to kiss him so badly.
"Do I make you happy?" He then asks, and Tommy’s gaze soften.
"Incredibly."
He brings Buck's hand to his lips and kisses his knuckles. It's not the end of the conversation, but it's a start of something old and something new and something permanent.







