#pixxdiary

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Just finished my first 5k.

47 minutes, with all my effort.

Which is better than not doing it.

I'm very proud of myself.

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I think my mom letting me quit things as a kid whenever I wanted with zero pushback really helped me as an adult honestly. Like it didn't teach me resilience the normal way, but now I can walk away from anything that I don't like anymore and know it's not the end of the world. And that's been so useful to me as a people pleaser.

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Because I went through my "lesbian movie" and also "werewolf movie" phase at 17 in 2010, I have to look up if Better Than Chocolate is actually a straight werewolf movie every June before I recommend it.

The werewolf movie is Blood & Chocolate.

Both were 10/10 for a weird teenager in 2010.

I'm scared to rewatch either and have that score ruined now that my brain is finished developing.

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Being in a stable relationship rocks in so many ways except for the fact they've never seen you at your actual worse and they don't really know how much better you are, even at your lowest they've seen.

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But anyway, Love Island.

-Kenzie is going to make some fantastic TV.

-Sincere and Aniya are my faves right now.

-i hate Sean's haircut so much, hate he's a cop, hate he's built like a brick, go Bea for standing him up.

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Don't watch your favorite show with your crush because they'll break your heart and you won't be able to watch it anymore.

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It's weird being ideation-y and getting notifications of people liking the positive stuff I put in my queue a month ago when I still had a will to exist.