Apr 10, 2020
being angry over “nothing”.
//ok to rb
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being angry over “nothing”.
//ok to rb
starting a chain of them rare texts w that first ones some real bold shit, just to be like 'oh noooo are u ok tho :(' like stfu before i blow my brains out and change the trajectory of your fucking life, bitch
but also ugh my inner child weeps a bit over this, house they ~wish~ you had been reciprocating and kind when i told you about my ""internet"" problems back in the day, but that didnt happen and ive no business to talk with you about it just for you to call my friends bad for feeling things and me stupid for wanting to care for them. that attitude is why youre lonely now w no ""real"" friends 🤗
ive been sad for so long its just turning into anger. im always so mad at everyone and wanted to to knock their heads off
just starts muting my mic again before i start crying
i swear to fucking god if i ever hear “you were his favorite doesnt that make you feel better :)?” i will smuggle a gun just to shoot myself with it !!!!!!!!!!!
damn im kinda hatin my mom becuz she keeps crying abt how hot the living room (where she sits 99% of the time) and how wahhhhh we dont care shes hot and w/e and im like :/ ur room has a personal ac in it that u keep on 24/7 when ur only in there maybe a few hrs just go in there, and shes like no and everyone else is like can we move the ac so its in a useful spot then since u barely use it and shes like no x2 and goes back to crying and its like............... ms.... ur teenage kid had to sleep on the floor in the guest room upstairs (becuz thats where we set up a smaller, shittier ac to cool upstairs) becuz their room is so fucking hot they cant breathe like............
am i that much of a fucking pushover? cuz i can change that rly quick. cuz i cant fucking take this anymore
i just im just i just dont get it? whats it abt me that makes ppl want to have such a takeover over my life. and then wont give me any the same respect back?