Hi Jay, happy pride month!!!!!! 💖 How have things been for you lately?
may was exhausting but i knew it would be!! maybe not in the ways i predicted but if you told me i'd be sobbing the day of the 500 and that all the habits i'd built up since february would mostly go out the window i would've totally believed you. i think i've bounced back pretty well altho i don't mind saying i'm looking forward to indycar having a couple off weeks. i almost feel bad that we've had largely lovely and cooler weather which helps a lot--summer is tough on me because i have a 9th floor east facing apartment. summer is also always a rough time to have any level of political awareness living in the DC area but that goes quadruple for this year, dear lord. i'm uhhh coping with that. the way i'll put it too is when my moods have gone down it's gotten rather existential which does feel like an improvement over really bleak spiraling like i was when i was crazy depressed. it's a process.
as ever, largely cautiously optimistic
















