#read please.

[hollisartsblog]

please read!!

my old ask blog, @askblogclosed, due technical problems, doesn't work anymore!! so i decided to open another one, the @ineffableasks blog!! please please follow me there, and the ask blog is open!!

[shanesgayboner4ilyascurlyhair]

im going to be 19 next year wtf

this is just strange to me because i thought i wasnt going to see a day after 16 years old but look at me now? fucking weirddddd. alas.

i love you if you're reading this (or not reading this, i just love every single one of you) keep on keeping on and talk to me if you ever need a pal or some support. you're awesome and you can do so many things.

[audrey-pucks]

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This is OOC. I can't post in the ooc blog but sorry I haven't been on. My computer lag is ridiculous. I'm taking it in to be cleaned out tomorrow. And I forgot my email. Luckily I have someone who keeps my email's for me so I found it. But yeah. Oh and the reason I can't post in the ooc blog is it says I need some sortof authentication. I've emailed Tumblr about this so we'll see what happens. Sorry guys. I'm here just creeping because every time I try to type the lag that comes with it isn't helping my headache. I will be fully active tomorrow. <3

[prkhyvng]

[ PSA ]

Sorry folks, I'll be retiring this account. If y'all want to keep in contact with me, please message me on AIM (jaebvm) or send me an ask. I will gladly give you the information for my new account. Until then, adios.

[janghyn-blog]

Indefinite hiatus.

I'm really sorry for those whom Chanyeol has talked to, but... I don't really have the time to keep Chanyeol active. To the ones that have interacted with him, even though it has only been a few weeks or so, thank you so much for talking to him. There is a possibility that I may come back (when I can, that is), so I'm going to be keeping this account, but please, feel free to unfollow if you want since... he's basically going to be a dead blog. I don't mind at all. I do have another account (girl muse) though, so if you'd like that or whatever, you can message me. For now, farewell. I hope to be less busy and bring Yeol back alive one day. Maybe, we'll meet again in the future.

[angxlos]

pssst.

[jadoreleprintempss]

My re ocurring situation. (dream)

Its kind of like, a re occurring dream, but I don't have the same dream; its just the same TERRIBLE situation. I would really like for y'all to read it. but only if you're interested.

      So, somehow, I found this entrance to this dining room. Zayn and Louis were sitting at the dinner table, just having a chat. I walk in and im not screaming, im just having a casual conversation. *about 3 hrs later* It got darker, and the streetlights had came on. I had realized I hadn't seen/met harry yet and I wnted to meet him the most; I waited a little longer. Harry and this dude come back with groceries and I was literally star struck. So I said, "Hey Harry! How are you? ^_^..." I swear on everything, all he did was glance, and ignore the fuck out of me.

      By that point, my heart had been crushed. I waited like 5 FUCKING HOURS IN TOTAL TO MEET THIS DUDE, AND THATS WHAT I GET??? *Sigh* that's not even the worst part. (here comes the worst part.) Harry comes back downstairs alone, and all of a sudden Jennifer Aniston appeared next to me. Me and her had a nice little conversation and we just talked about how sexy harry is. hehe.

    Then, harry starts to approach us and my heart starts racing. Me and Jennifer both stood up. Harry made his way over and just stared at Jenny. All I could do was wait for my turn to get starred at, but that moment never came. Need I remind everyone who reads this, Jennifer were standing DIRECTLY next to each other. I start speaking, "Hiii! I'm Alyssa! and I love you a lot!" and I wait. I wait and wait and wait for his beautiful eyes to just look at me; just to understand that I exist....

    I look all around. I touch my arms and face to make sure that im really alive and existing, while Jennifer and Harry have eye sex. That's when I start almost yelling, "HEY! I EXIST TOO... harry? Harry? *sigh* "

  Tears formed in my eyes. I was broken into molecules.  I went home, crying, sobbing, etc. I arrived home soaking wet because it had rained on the way there. I remember turning on the t.v. and seeing jenny on there bragging about how lucky she is that harry chose to be in a relationship with her, and how they might get married soon.

    I just sat there, not even crying but changing colors; to green. I was so angry and jealous, because the white blonde won again.

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The basic meaning of the whole story, was that I'm afraid that if I meet harry, some pretty, thin, blonde white chick or anyone better looking than me, will come along and just steal my moment; he will ignore me. that's like one of my biggest fears.