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[rightsideofthegrass-blog]

Sh*t is getting real.

I was reading an article from Psychology Today about reducing pressure anxiety.  I tripped on this through ADDitudeMag.com and I am finally beginning to recognize the subtle signs that I am closing myself in.  Those subtle signs have been continuing over the last couple of weeks and today, I reached my breaking point and completely lost it through tears, rage and shock that I would allow this to happen to me and also react in such a way that displayed total lack of control.  

I have been in the shit before.  Everyone has.  But when problems...big problems come knocking, it becomes more difficult to keep opening the door, taking those issues and juggling them.  Keeping the balance.  

Today I trolled Tumblr for anything that would make me smile, drank two very strong blood orange margaritas and ate a gigantic pile of chicken nachos and tater tots.  Not exactly an A.D.D. friendly diet, especially when my anxiety is at a high I have not experienced in over 15 years.

This is what happens when you choose money over passion.  

Time for a fresh start.