“ How does it feel to be in @satanheir ‘s presence? ”
Alice looks up from the counter, a perplexed look on her face. There’s a woman standing before her, a book tightly grasped in her hand and an eagerness in the way she leans forward on the tips of her toes expectantly. Her normally inscrutable countenance gives way to the rise of a brow and a tilt of her head. ❝ I’m sorry? I don’t quite know to who you are referring... ❞
“ His unholiness, Michael, of course! You are part of his closest circle. We’ve seen you with him. I had to know what it’s like to be seen by him as worthy. ”
She’s taken aback for a moment. Alice only knows one Michael and the idea that someone was watching them sets a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach. Never one to enjoy being under the gaze of anyone, she finds herself shirking back, arms crossing over her chest. What does this random stranger know about Michael that she doesn’t? And why would she refer to him as His Unholiness? Nothing makes sense and Alice decides fishing for clarification is her best bet if she wants to understand.
❝ You’ll have to forgive me, but I don’t appreciate being watched and I’m certain Michael would agree with me. We are not in the business of being scrutinized. ❞ The woman seems to step back, head bowing slightly.
“ We would never want to disrupt our Lord. We are here to humbly serve him. As you do. ”
Alice swallows the lump forming in her throat and simply nods. This doesn’t sound right. Mind races, trying to connect what meager dots she manages to gather. There’s too many holes to get a clear picture, until the woman speaks again.
“ We haven’t seen you at Black Mass, but he speaks tonight! I’m sure he’d be thrilled to see you there! ” She slides a folded piece of paper which Alice hastily grabs to see an address scribbled inside. Her heart pounds in her chest, a roaring sound echoing in her ears and she almost misses what the woman says next, though Alice can do nothing but nod at her. “ I’ll wait outside to escort you in. Hail Satan! ”
The little bell of the door as she exits rings and Alice is left alone with her thoughts, knees practically shaking as fingers dig into the counter to hold her up. Is Michael a Satanist? No, if that were the case, they wouldn’t be referring to him as their Lord. Did they believe he was Satan? No... that doesn’t seem right either. Mind rakes against all that she knows, all that she’s read until Alice reminds herself of the Bible and the passages she’s spent once upon a time analyzing. Let no one deceive you in any way. For that day will not come, unless the rebellion comes first, and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the son of destruction, who opposes and exalts himself against every so-called god or object of worship, so that he takes his seat in the temple of God, proclaiming himself to be God. Thessalonians 2:3-4
Alice feels sick to her stomach, white as a sheet. Is this why he said he isn’t available tonight? She looks at the folded paper, squeezing it in her palm and crinkling the material into a ball. This isn’t going to end well, one way or the other. She needs to know the truth, if this woman is just a quack that came off the road or maybe, just maybe, she’s telling the truth. Perhaps she’s being led to her death and this is all a trap. That doesn’t make any sense to her, though. They wouldn’t openly reveal themselves like this unless... Alice doesn’t want to think about it but either way, it seems her evening has become more eventful.
The rain from the afternoon dissipates enough to a soft mist and a rolling fog that sets in over the city. Alice’s heels echo against the asphalt down the alleyway. Fingers curl around the handle of her umbrella, multi-colored eyes scanning the walkway as if at any moment, Michael will appear from the shadows and reveal this was all an elaborate ruse. No such luck.
Instead, the woman is there with another male and what appears to be a bouncer of sorts, all in black. Alice’s grip tightens on the handle as she approaches, noting the upside down cross painted on the side of the building. There’s some back and forth between them, a mix of excitement from the woman and uneasiness from the male. Either way, it ends with her being led inside, folding the umbrella and making her way toward their supposed church.
They’re late, apparently, as Michael has already taken the stand and his voice is recognizable even before she has the chance to step into the room. The duo go to take their seats in the back row while Alice positions herself in the very back between the last two pews, directly in the middle of the aisle as hands come together in front of her and the tip of the umbrella settles in between her feet with a clack against the floor.
This is what he’s been hiding from her, a piece of himself she’d been so desperate to know. Alice sees him clearly before her, the act he’s committing blasphemous in it’s intent. She doesn’t know how long she stands there, enough to get the full affects of what this is and what it might mean. The entire time, her eyes never leave him until the very last moment when she can no longer bear it. Tearing her gaze away, she lifts her umbrella, gloved hands gripping until her knuckles burned in order to ground herself. She turns sharply and heads for the exit, heels clicking against the floor boards and the sound nearly rivaling his voice.
She has no intention of looking back.