#stop trusting

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

Jeremy Lipking ／American b. 1957

[myrabbithole]

Compassion Fatigue

My discernment is off... I keep being used & mistreated by the ones I’ve cared for, sat with & helped.

.💔.

I am exhausted & heart broken by the continuous betrayal...

.💔.

...Now I feel like I never want to help anyone ever again... & that idea takes so much joy & point out of my life.

I don’t want to stop trusting, loving & helping but it has only gotten me used.

[chouwa]

man, if there’s anything this week has taught me, it’s that that whole “friends/best friends/lovers” thing is a load of bullshit. everyone is truly out there for their own damn interests. im tired of hearing i haven’t found the right person. i was so absolutely convinced that i had but obviously that’s not true.

im not a temporary escape from your reality. i am another living, breathing, feeling human being and the fact that nobody can find the time to stop and tell me everything is going to be okay is so frustrating, mostly because id lose an arm and a leg for these people if they needed me. yet where are they now?

gotta do what makes you happy. as cliche as it is you are the only person you have at the end of the day. im so over constantly setting myself up to be disappointed.

shit sucks.

[getting-through-today]

Promises never seem to mean anything anymore

You promised that you would call me tonight because you fell asleep last night.

You promised you wouldn't stop talking to me the next time you're in a weird mood, you aren't talking to me right now.

Your promises seem to not mean anything to you anymore. When I stop trusting you or simply stop replying don't question it.