#text vent

[silascrow]

Ignore the dramatic Silas below the cut

Everything hurts so often. What am I even doing..

[valentineodium]

Just a quick one to say I am so sorry to all of my American friends, mutuals, and followers that are dealing with the heartache at the moment. I really really hope you guys are doing okay and can find solace and unity together and know that there are people who love and support you. We see you and we hear you and we love you. So so much.

[deardearanddeer]

Functioning knowing absolutely NOONE from my surroundings is interested in the only thing keeping me alive rn and also hate me for it

[miwachan2]

Crying

Itty bitty miwa vent below the cut (art/writing related)

Hhhhhhhhhhhhghhhghghggghhhhhh

I've been working on this chapter for soo loonnggg and it's STILL in the bullet point phase Dx<

I still gonna WRITE IT OUT! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

Only good thing is that I'm close to finishing the bullet points but I've also been saying that for a while! RRAAAAAH!!

Lately ive been trying to write like- at least one sentence a day and it's kinda been helping just slowly

I wanna get this chapter out so bad but I suck ass at writing ;-; wish my own pace was faster

AND THIS DAMNED ART BLOCK!

I've been such a broken record these past like, what, months?? 😫

Why my brain and emotions like hugabalblagulah u.u

Murrrr

[suchsadroses]

[otherthanbliss]

[ill-just-let-go]

Am i good ? I’m trying my best.

You hate me, but you love me.

I love you, I don’t hate you.

What can I do to change that ?

Nothing, apparently.

You’ll never be happy.

[valentineodium]

Why do I put myself in such complicated situations