anyway picture if you will buck and eddie on facetime. eddie looking sad in one of his suffocating shirts. and he keeps pulling at it as they're chatting. and buck's like, okay seriously, eddie. that shirt looks like it's choking you. and not in a fun way. and eddie frowns like, there's a fun way to be chok—oh. and his cheeks get all pink and he laughs brightly. which is exactly what buck was hoping for yay. buck literally looks at him like this -> 😁 while eddie chuckles and is like, yeah. probably more fun ways. to be choked 😊 his voice comes out a little low, for some reason. and buck's like, uh huh....... i can think of a few. and eddie's like, i bet. still low. why is his voice doing that? as he unbuttons the shirt half-way down. and buck just..... watches, quiet, smiling softly. and then he clears his throat, asks, feel better? and eddie nods. but he still feels weird and uncomfy and keeps itching at it. and buck's like, okay. maybe you should just take it off. and eddie's like, yeah. you're right. he was kinda hoping buck would say that. for some reason. so he unbuttons it the rest of the way down, takes it off. buck watching. then eddie says, god that feels so much better. and buck hums, says, looks so much better too 😉 and eddie laughs. and it's quiet for a moment before he says, what's it like? and buck's like, what's what like? and eddie shrugs, says, being choked the fun way..... and buck looks at him like -> 🤨 why do you think i would know that? and eddie's like 🙄 come on, buck. and buck grins, like, well. uh. it's kinda like—it's all about trust. you know? and eddie nods, hums. like this is a normal conversation. like buck's telling him what the weather's like in L.A. and buck continues, like being able to put that much trust in someone is part of what makes it feel so good. So Good. being able to uh—surrender. like that. makes it so much more intense when you. you know. and eddie's like, yeah? and buck's like, yeah. and eddie's like, would you trust me? and buck swallows like, eddie there's no one i trust more than you. and eddie's like, yeah? and it comes out a little breathless. which is—hmmm. kinda funny considering the topic. and buck nods, and says, yeah. and eddie's like, i'd trust you too. and buck looks at him like this -> 🥰 and then clears his throat and lets out a shaky breath. and eddie does the same, tries not to stare at buck's neck. or think about how hot he feels. or how he's kinda—well, half hard. it's fine. it's normal. then buck's like, anyway. i should uh—gotta sleep. shift tomorrow. and eddie's like, yeah. say hi to everyone for me. and buck's like, yep. will do! say hi to chris for me! and they hang up. and eddie stares breathless at the ceiling for a minute before he gives in and jerks off to the ghost of buck's voice telling him he'd trust him to choke him in a fun way
