I want you to know first off how much I care and still love you... I'm going to respect your wishes and let you be, I'm not going to contact you, I'm going to give you your space and your time to heal because i love you, I care, I WANT to validate your feelings and most importantly I don't want to loose you . I'm also going to use this time to work on myself to see where I went wrong. I don't know where we will be in a few months from now but I just hope you believe me about all of this. It's the truth maybe it's hard to see, but it is 110% the truth. I swear I'm not a bad person, I have all good intentions at heart and care about you. I wouldn't feel this way if I didn't care.