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Wip for my new drawing👅

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TMRA sketch from like a month ago (I never finished it💔)

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New drawing finished hoorayyyy👅👅👅

idk I’m not too happy with the way this piece turned out cuz when I brainstormed everything it looked way different in my head than how it does on screen. Idk if that makes sense🥀

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TAMARAAAA😎

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Little doodle for today 👅

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helooooo this is my first post about my au hehe but ya here’s some info on it if ya wanna learn what it’s all about :)

A year or two ago when I was going through phychosis, I made a website called TMRA to explain things to the best of my ability of what was going through my head at the time. I stopped working on it eventually when my mental health got better, but when I looked back at the website It’s all jumbled and doesn’t make much sense. I think the website is that way due to at the time when I was going through phychosis, I thought everything made perfect sense to me but at the same time didn’t. It’s hard to explain but if you had phychosis you would get it I think😭.

Ever since I go better and my phychosis was gone, I’ve been trying to remember what the lore of TMRA was to finish it and finally get the memory done and out of my head. I’ve had some difficulties trying to remember due to a lot more mental health and situational problems going on, but ever since I was able to take a break from my school and work on my mental health, I suddenly remember the actual meaning and lore what behind TMRA was.

Ofc it’s based off Ellsworld and Tamara from ew lol but ever since I was very little she was a comfort character to me. I don’t know if this makes sense but when I was very young I created some world or story in my head to distract myself from traumatic things in my life that went on. There were many different stories that went on but it was always a consistent story with Tamara being the main character.

Over the years when I got older the world got bigger and the stories slightly changed but instead of keeping the story in my head I want to get it out by putting it down into a website once again wth it finally making sense lol instead of it being many different confusing stories and vents like the last one was.

The website will be like a picture book if that makes sense and I don’t want to give myself a timeline but I’m suggesting over a year or two the writing part will be finished (not the coloring part unfortunately, that will take more time😓) it might take longer though because I’m literally putting down the whole story that I came up with since I was a little kid and up to now down in a document.

Hope ya guys read through this and if ya did tysmmm💖💖

Have a amazing day/night everyone☺️