RANT !
I tried giving her a walk, we did walk for a while but I wanted to go out to our normal route but she stopped and didn’t feel like going any further. I started crying over her not wanting to walk much. I mean I even fell down to her level and felt like Merida in this scene.. she was looking at me with nothing but kindness in her eyes and and I don’t deserve her at all. I don’t want to loose her. It’s the way she was telling me she didn’t want to go any further and it breaks my heart. I have such a fragile heart. I hate feeling this way. I don’t like how everyone is getting older and soon it’ll be her turn… I remember the day we got her as if it was only yesterday. I hate feeling so hurt and hopeless. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I have already wasted her time and im hating myself for that.











