Oct 18, 2020
Everything is Stress and Bad Times
#beespeaks#beevents#trying to pick bridemaid dresses#the bride is a good friend and she's trying so hard to pick good ones#her sisters are the other two bridemaids out of three and i am the third#her sisters are very thin#and i am Not#so finding a style of dress that a) she likes and b) will actually look okay on all of us is proving to be extremely difficult#and the wedding is in january so shes at her wit's end#she's also resistant to having us wear different dresses#which....sigh#of all the things to be resistant on#trying to be supportive because her parents can be Slightly Overbearing despite how kind they are#but this dress is going on My Body so i have to weigh in#and now we just both want to cry#she's probably already cried a lot#and the Bad Thoughts are telling me that if i was thin we wouldn't have this problem#but.....maybe not#one sister is thin and short#the other is very tall and curvy#so they have their own struggles#its still tough tho#i love them all dearly but why do people have to have their worst personality traits just ramped up to 100 when it comes to a wedding#i know its stressful but you would think that at least somebody might be self-aware enough to try#maybe they are trying and it really is That Bad#eugh#i really want a wedding when i get married but i'm nervous enough about becoming a Bridezilla that i've considered eloping lol#my mom is really really supportive tho so i'd be comfortable about her helping in a wedding#anyway#bad feelings happen sometimes