#without goodbye

[pseudonymous-enthusiast]

Ripped away.

[r-ickgrimes]

when i woke up this morning, i was so full of energy. it doesn’t happen much, so i took a morning walk. i was wearing one of your hoodie by the way. i sat at our favorite place, the one at the beach. i was listening to our favorite song too, you know the one you love to hate. it was so good. until someone sat next to me. it was your bestfriend, and i hated the way he looked at me. i can’t remember everything he said, but next thing i can see clearly is me, clenching my jaw so hard it almost broke.

i ran home. i never run. i hate running. i couldn’t breathe when i got there and i realize your hoodie became too heavy. i ripped it off when i got to my room. and i started to smash things. i broke the necklace you got me for my birthday by the way. and i ripped all the clothes i kept from you.

i was mad. i am mad. i know things have never been easy between us. i know i failed. i know we argued. but we found each other back not even a year ago. i know it didn’t work out as we wished. i know it’s been a month since we argued maybe too much. a month since we haven’t spoke.

but i also know that i loved you. and i also know i always will. you’re special. you’ll always be my person. my soulmate. i know sometimes people are perfect for each other and still it’s not enough. and i had accept it. but i would’ve never thought you would left town without goodbyes. i would’ve never done that to you. i never could.

i’m mad because you left.

and you never said goobye.

[bookscoffeethenyou]

When all of a sudden, i miss this one old super friend who left without even saying goodbye. She just stop talking to me. And i was left asking why.

[themotherofthezodiacs]

it was hell when you left me without even saying goodbye.