Rela(tionships) To Relate
So last night, I broke up with my fiancé of 3 years...Our lease has been up since May 1st. I haven’t had a job since Mid-March which, of course, made things semi worse for each other. Though we were expecting $6,000 in taxes to start up our music business which was my main reason why I resigned. As you can imagine we didn't receive it so instead of gaining prosperity we were losing. That arose frustration, along with questions and concern for our relationship. I would've helped out a lot sooner if morale wasn’t a factor. If he followed through with a plan that was set out I’m sure we would be fine, but from day one he’s been doing this. Creating plans that are never followed through and that’s okay to an extent. My heart feels I’ve wasted a few years of my soul-giving for someone I barely even know. Crazy to think how much of my world he was and probably still is. All my life I was set and stone on the quote “Everything Happens For A Reason“ and that has never changed about me. Ever. If negative energies are occurring and re-occurring within the relationship talk it through, no matter how late it is. Find out what it is, don’t hate on each other, ask about each other’s limits! Ask what you both want out of the relationship! That is what a relationship is all about! DO NOT leave each other hanging and fall sleep on one another. Sure.. if you decide to do so the issues will rise to the surface and explode in your face. You’ll hate the ending result then end up hating each other. Why do this to each others souls. They’re precious. In everyway. If there’s nothing that you both can do to please each other then accept the fact that the REASON for the relationship is to receive wisdom from it and move on to someone else..as sad as that sounds. We are beings and are meant to feel. So it’s understandable why you feel for that significant. Though others will not understand, but as long as you do then that is truly all you need. No matter how hard the situation is between the two, three, or four. You (For Any Human Being) can get through it.
From the depths of my dark waters
To the peak of my soulful sun
With burning unconditional love , Witness Marie