#woosaaah

[kanesersoor]

_C O N V O W I T H G O D 🧘🏾🙏🏾🕊 #thinking #clearsmind #woosaaah #water #emotion #godwilling (at Think/Feel) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbLBcsqLVHV/?utm_medium=tumblr

[purrplefoxx]

#GotThatRight #Woosaaah #RememberYourPressurePoints https://www.instagram.com/p/CI1HMNpnKqZ/?igshid=1rrsjn26rdni1

[littlemissconceptions]

*tears*

I just realised that it’s the second time I’ve posted the image of that prayer...seeking purity and tranquility and a return to niceness. I feel like I’ve been messing up a lot lately. My communication button isn’t working properly and everything feels out of kilt....I don’t want to say that it’s PMS coz that just feels like an “excuse”, but to be honest, it IS a factor. Why is it making me swing so hard though. I’m being volatile and emotional, and I don’t feel in control - I’m reacting instead of swimming through. I feel like I don’t have time to eat, or sleep or relax properly. I’ve been on another level of busy and functioning at bare minimum. I remember my bro telling me just a few weeks ago “if you always react to what people are doing, then you’re never in control because your actions are based on theirs.” This is not cool. This isn’t me. I don’t like this person.

[shoryucant-blog]

I thought that first one didn't post but I mean both from the bottom of my heart. Just cooled off a little in between,

[missdangermouse]

Over Achiever

I find that sometimes my excitement, my desire to make things 100% perfect, get in the way of enjoying whatever that thing is. I over plan, exert too much control, attempt perfection, and ruin things for myself. I was very good and avoiding that up until recently. Maybe the last two events I organized for myself and a group of friends soured unexpectedly for me, mostly due to some people being unable to attend, and my exasperating frustration with another (I'm allergic to flaky fucks). 

Rolling with the punches is a very natural thing to me. In my chosen fields, inconvenience is par for the course: mistakes are made, problems arise, and with the added element of humanity, things will definitely not go the course you've plotted, not without detours. Accepting that you will get to that goal and achieve it, perhaps by other means (with the assistance of duct tape and whiskey for example) is an integral part of living.

I have forgotten that in the last few weeks. I've lost the knack. And I think I know why. 

However, correcting the issue will be far more difficult. It may involve severely curtailing my enthusiasm for the foreseeable future; a resolution I am wholly uncomfortable with since it plays a huge part in who I am. 

But for the sake of my own mental health, it must be done. And this little touch of catharsis has been an excellent first step. 

[gdybx]

gdi, watched the news tribute to the late and great robin williams, had a little cry only to jump on here and see my dash filled with him, i might needa buy me some tissues.