#yet again..

[empireanon]

Knight event is back just because of pigeon) pos

[nyxdesires]

Decided to leave my pump on a little longer than usual and nearly came immediately. Sometimes I fear sadistic people because of how sensitive and semi fragile I can be. Upon that, I shit talk constantly. But again, I’m into to fear play AND a masochist, so 🤷🏿! After all, I’m just a dumb puppy who wants to be used😵‍💫.

[rhaegal-archived-again]

// perks of working this Christmas that I won't be spending it alone lmao oh and they saved me some dinner:)

[psychiatrickss]

i 4got what it was like to be fucking TRASH.... aka tonight was my Garbage Re-Awakening......... 

[you-marvelous-creature]

i just finished maximum ride forever and i????? dont ever think ill be able to breathe again???? no.

[the-icon-of-sin]

FUCK SAKE!!!!!!!!! 

[keygasmic]

http://keygasmic.tumblr.com/post/51870338446/i-could-seriously-rip-strips-off-my-boyfriend

Update on this. I ended up having a stress and now we aren't talking. Pretty much I went off and raged about how I say shit and he doesn't acknowledge me and that I can have full conversations with him and not even know if he's listening or not. 

He doesn't recall this happening recently, so lucky me with my memory of an elephant, throw back at him what happened Friday night. I had a fucking shit day at work and when I went to tell him, he ignored me. He apologised for it in the middle of our fight and said it was one time. It was not, it was one of many. He still doesn't seem to think so.

We fought some more and then he stormed out of our room, now he's doing the dishes I asked him to do an hour ago. 

it sucks that I have to yell and chuck a fit before he actually does something. Oh and I'm four years younger than him and seem to act like I'm the elder.. how does that even work?

[dressed-daydream]

there's a way that he walks

it's like his feelings are catching up to his steps,

but lord knows his actions can't keep up

those beautiful strides carry his fogged eyes,

and i can't see past them,

and i can't see past him

the way his words contradict his feet

has a way of worrying me,

and i think it worries him too

his mouth says one thing,

but his legs weave a different story

his lips have a way of keeping his ankles in line

even though he shouldn't be kept to a path

all the while, his eyes are watching,

and i can't help but wonder what he sees

his steps would show his eyes

if his mouth just stopped running away