I find it hard to write, draw or make things and post it online. I don’t know what it is about it, it fills me with a sense of unease and anxiety and it always feels so insurmountable, like a physical wall in my head. I always say “not now, now isn’t the right time” or “as soon as i do this art iIl be able to post it” or i think about posting art Ive just done but can never bring myself to do it.
I think next year, as a resolution, I’m going to try and post more. I want to post messy sketches and fan art and animations and whatever else catches my interest. I want to do and post my fun little things so bad, so why wont my brain let me. It’s gonna be slow and hard for me to break through this wall but I’m hoping slowly, slowly I get there. Hopefully this will be the first post of many.
Then I can look back on this post and smile about how far I’ve come. :)
