counting?the omer

oh

[tanaasingtheomer]

Feeling the frustration in your voice sucked

I asked too many questions for you to think I’m chill

[tanaasingtheomer]

All the dumb stuff I’ve ever felt

You carry in your fingertip like an honorific or plaque 

To all the creative blunders

of all creations wondering

[tanaasingtheomer]

Will you please please take my gender questioning outrage not as rage 

I would love it if you would let yourself understand my questions as care not as criticism

but u don’t even understand my questions and u give me answers that make me feel embarrassed- fragmented like I shouldn’t have even spoken, 

But something I’ve known even when I’ve forgotten 

Is fragmentation is holy anyway

So thanks 

ill keep carrying my broken words and breathe a world for us into creation

[tanaasingtheomer]

Netzach spreads its trees for chesed to dip her berries into

from time to time chesed and gevurah delve deep into power play, chesed loves power and gevurah loves to play.

Bodies not being bodies gevurah unmasked itself as being precious and hod understanding perfectly well— eats that shit up  

Hod shouts “bind me a seal upon your chest”

Netzach screams; mirrors shatter and wells bubble over

My cup overflows and netzach murmurs delight 

Hyssop;hod,harmony