sadness

- aydınlık içindeyken birden karanlığa düşen yanımı belirginsizleştirmek istermişçesine kapıyorum gözlerimi. görmesin hiç kimse, duymasınlar acılarımı, bilmesinler istiyorum. gözlerinin içi gülen çocuk olarak kalmalıyım her zaman. umursamaz, vurdumduymaz, mutluluğu daim olan o eğlenceli kişilik. hayat uzun, tadını çıkararak yaşayabileceğim yaş aralığı ise belli belirsiz. anı yaşamak gerek,

[krewpluszaka]

[taptopie]

hasretim karanlığına, gönlümdeki sızı

[dame-de-pique]

Josef Sudek - Untitled (forest), 1948

[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

[illustratus]

The Game of Life - by Friedrich August Moritz Retzsch

[auchaczer]

shattered mirror

[sesiondemadrugada]

Miles Cleveland Goodwin.

[aidonotknow]

A secret affair.

[freshmoviequotes]

Normal People (2020)

[grimini]

[undr]

Bert Hardy. The Pool of London, 1949

[oldsvibes]

98 Birds

[minowly]

Nika Turbina (17 December 1974 — 11 May 2002), Soviet/Russian poetess

I take the stairs by going up to home. So want to go downstairs - no way. I open up the door, a key is made of stone, And darkness eats me right away. I am turning on the light, Instead of it a flame is licking face of mine. I do not see reflection in a frame, A veil of sorrow covered up my eyes. I want to open up the door - Alas! The key of stone, my treasured find, Was taken by the owner in a rush. How can I break a window? It laughs and rings with evil cold. And as I am crying uncontrolled Of being pushed away by someone My cheeks are cramping. I am shouting, A teardrop runs through sleepy eyes. I hear no sound but mother’s sigh: “Please wake up, darling, Do not be scared - that’s not a real life”.

1983

[taifunu]

backlight - film voigtlander by Alan Via Flickr: Voigtlander VSL 1 Voigtlander Color-Ultron 50mm F1.8 Kodak 5222 Develop: Kodak D96 19C 8mins Fix 12 mins © All Rights Reserved

[botjesus]

Çok hoş be

[marscia]

july 15

[milquetoastism]

Hiroshima Mon Amour (Alain Resnais, 1959)