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the neverland system // he/him // endos dni // I block freely // i never mean harm, please correct me kindly // audhd, did, mdd, bpd

[anti-willo-miku]

And if I said telling a cdd system they might be endogenic or mixed origin is a form of fakeclaiming…

[the-nvl-sys]

Guys honestly I did not realize we had such a vastly different pain tolerance until today holy shit 😭

[the-nvl-sys]

why do you think people shouldn't make things like amnesia and "identity disturbances" worse if they want to? It falls under the right of mental and bodily autonomy. You may be coming from a good place in theory when you tell people not to do this, but ultimately you should not tell people not to do these things, as ultimately it is their choice and is something should be allowed to do if they want.

The only right way to be is up to an individual after all. This includes people getting "worse". You're not the paragon of what is right. You only know what's right for yourself, not anyone else.

This is how we make the world beautiful.

"Letting people make themselves worse is how we make the world beautiful"

Yeah no. They can do whatever they want. I'm not gonna support it but they can do whatever. However as soon as they start spreading misinformation or encouraging others to do the same, the "fun" ENDS.

[anti-willo-miku]

endogenic system is an oxymoron actually

[anti-willo-miku]

By the way its perfectly normal to not know why an alter split. it doesnt make you “mixed origin”. I do not know the exact reason why I split. I know for certain that we are still a pwcdd. that doesnt mean u fall into endo nonsense. dont let them tell you that.

[anti-endo-yuga-aoyama]

I am gonna try my best to stay polite, mes amis, so please do not take this as an attack. However, it confuses me when SOME of the same people who say "you can't just willo alters by giving them attention and faking it or telling your gatekeeper to make them appear" also say "I just make my alters go dormant by deleting their profile, not giving them attention or just telling my gatekeeper to make them go dormant!".

Mon dieu! SOME people are so incredibly misinformed about gatekeepers. Gatekeepers are not these Gods that can create OR remove alters as they please. They can't teleport information into headmates by will. We are not in a science-fiction movie!

[anti-endo-yuga-aoyama]

YUGA AOYAMA'S INTRODUCTION

Hear ye, hear ye, for I, Yuga Aoyama have arrived to help defend our precious community from ableism!

About my blog:

☆ This is my discourse blog.

☆ I strive to combat ableism.

☆ I wish to educate, advise and chat, so please send asks about any and all matters. I am très heureux to meet everyone! Mes amis, both systems and singlets are welcome here.

☆ My DNI does not apply to my asks. However, I will remain anti-endo as there is no scientific reason for me to believe systems can form from something other than childhood trauma. Treat me with respect and I will do the same.

About moi:

☆ Call me Yuga!

☆ I am 18 years old.

☆ Moi, I am a traumagenic system.

☆ I do indeed speak some French!

Tags and DNI under the cut.

Tags:

#yuga yaps — general posts and yapping!

#yugas asks — answering regular ask!

#not so sparkly asks — hate asks, etc!

#yugas laughs — commenting on endo shenanigans or ranting

My DNI:

Do not interact with my blog, with the exception of sending asks if you are: pro-/neu- endo/willo/polymind/radqueer

Do not interact with my account if you are: homophobic, transphobic, MAGA, racist, or support generative AI

[the-nvl-sys]

You wanna follow this... so bad... /silly

[the-nvl-sys]

Has anyone here ever met a genuinely cishet system or do those just not exist?

[anti-willo-yohioloid]

7.2% is awful

[ghost-jester-sys]

HOLY SHIT DNI IF U USE AI ART FOR UR ALTER PICTURES

AI ART IS THEFT

HOLY SHIIIIIIT

[the-nvl-sys]

you can't have bpd mdd and did at the same time btw, make ur lies believeable next time.

MY FIRST HATE !!!!

Okay so uhm how do I explain to this person that the comorbidity between BPD and MDD is VERY high? Statistically, OVER 80% of individuals with BPD experience MDD. Why? Because we are miserable.

Why can't a person that was traumatized to the point of their parts of identity not integrating (causing DID) not have enough trauma to cause BPD (which also focuses on the relationship or lack thereof with the primary caregiver!) AND that causes major depressive disorder because they are fucking miserable?? Think for one second and it'll all make sense.

Im sorry (not) but this is ABSURDLY funny to me. I mean dude what do I tell you? I have official diagnostic papers. I have been in therapy since I was 9 years old. I am an adult.

To finish off: you aren't my professional. I am not lying on purpose. If it ever turns out my symptoms are better explained by just one of the disorders, thats fine. But currently, I see more than one professional, and have been for the past decade, so I think I'm good actually.

IMPORTANT EDIT, HUGE TW:

This person is known to continuously harass people, tell them HORRIBLE things etc. Please block them for your own safety.

[the-nvl-sys]

I should post fake negative triggers and see how long it takes until someone sends an anon ask trying to trigger me.

The scientific method. :3

[the-nvl-sys]

If you feel attacked when tol you aren't LITERALLY different people, im gonna assume youre allergic to system accountability.

If "your alter" did that, so did you. If that makes you a horrible person, fucking deal with it and welcome to the club. I used to be a pretty shitty person but ive progessed and improved SO much over the past years. Grow up and stop blaming everything on your evil alter. Not just they are a "bad person", you are too. And thats okay. We all live and grow. But you cant do that while actively in denial.

This EXCLUDES people who merely prefer to see themselves as individuals. I am not talking about you.

If you feel attacked, im probably talking about you.

[lgbtqiatext]

[the-nvl-sys]

I hate it when people call me they/them after I've repeatedly stated my pronouns are he/him. My preferred pronouns aren't optional. You are fucking misgendering me btw. I've asked you 10 times to use he. Not to use they. Idk if you're transphobic or you just fucking hate me atp. (It's the latter. He hates me.)

[redstonedust]

characters who get the "i can fix him" urge not because theyre a saint who loves everyone inherently but because they think "if i can prove there's good in everyone, maybe i can start feeling like i'm worthy or being seen as good too."

[the-nvl-sys]

No that's jst me.. I'm the character...

[the-nvl-sys]

What are yalls fav canon/implied/coded systems in media?

I'm gonna go first. March 7th from HSR. She canonically references a system with over 20 alters and wonders if she is the same. Not outright confirmed but very heavily implied based on the memory loss, alters and this reference.