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am I really that hateable

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can my painkillers kill the pain and my antidepressants anti the depression

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I have to go to school why does my teacher actually like me this isn't meant to happen

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I'm isolating again (I'm 15 again and scared I'm secretly evil so hide away from everyone because I think they want me dead because that's what's easier)

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I am cursed to be friendless maybe it's just not for me

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I used to write and plan entire books now what do I do? I study.

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guys I like actually have friends now

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lol

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it is no longer a stress flare I fear this may be baseline

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and now my doctors are thinking I actually do have hip dysplasia like my surgeons been telling them alongside something else

[theghostoflee]

it is no longer a stress flare I fear this may be baseline

[theghostoflee]

they should really invent stronger painkillers or at least ones that work

[theghostoflee]

today we discover I cannot physically walk without my cane thank god I waited 4 years to get surgery

[theghostoflee]

wasn't meant to turn 18 and now I am and I'm so grateful for that

[theghostoflee]

why is it IMPOSSIBLE to make friends everyone just seems to do it

[theghostoflee]

like if you had a crush on me why u doing all that bro

[theghostoflee]

can people just stop

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can people stop self diagnosing because they saw one tiktok

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when will the 2 grams of naproxen kick in