things are getting better (I think) but for the past two years I’ve been in a fluctuating amount of pain, & sometimes after a severe pain flare it feels odd to come back to my life - like, what was I doing? what were my concerns? how did I fill my time, what did I hope for, etc?
anyway, even though they’re kicking my ass at the moment, it feels soothing to have my differential equations class be a constant. always there to come back to














