Actually nevermind

Turning this into a vent account they/them This is the joesecondopenisson person i'm just sad over here You can call me joe or piggy or pinkie

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"i haven't cut myself in weeks!" i say with joys

i was then faced with the consequences of my own actions 57 times

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and now i'm just a mess of blood all because of my own actions

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i'm disgusting and terrible and i don't deserve to have people who care about me

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i need to pay for my sins in my blood

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do you wanna know why i fucking missed it do you wanna know why? because when it was happening at least an hour out of every couple days i got to feel like i was somebody that a person could love. and i know he didn't love me but i got to pretend and god it was fucking fantastic.

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my mom expects me to go swimming this weekend 😁😁😁😁😁 i'm fucked 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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he doesn't treat you well and i'm worried about you

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oh that's gore that's gore of me

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that's more blood than usual uh ohhhh

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my mom woke me up and the first thing she told me was to shave my fucking armpits hell no fuck you

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i miss having more than 2 friends is all i think

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why they purple 😦

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ugh can't even lay down this shit stings so bad

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god i think i'm gonna cry

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i'm shaking still

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it's still fucking bleeding??

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oh my fucking god it stings so bad wtfff