A strange mix of emotional exhaustion and my job deciding Iām the most qualified person to the the boss for a few months led to a really intense depression that made it impossible for me to do any of my hobbies.
3 months later, I think Iāve leveled out enough to continue writing and finally have the motivation to finish the second chapter of my fic. That curse might have some sauce in it for real.
#Iām okay i just get overly emotional sometimes#maybe i should be medicated but unfortunately I live somewhere that thinks mental illness is made up#hopefully writing gay stuff and being gay will help me repackage my trauma into something nicer to look at#but thatās enough trauma dumping so early in the morning#ghosts#bbc ghosts#ghosts uk#bbc ghosts captain
