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ser loras tyrell the knight of f l o w e r s member of king rhaegar's kingsguard location: king's landing g r o w i n g s t r o n g

[troisiemerose]

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A sad thing below the cut I'm afraid :(

I'm sorry to say...I'm leaving SoC (I've messaged the main already so it'll be ~official~ soon). I've had an amazing time here and made some awesome friends and just had, overall, a really great experience. I just don't feel like I'm giving the time to the roleplay that it & you all deserve. 

I miss you guys already!! If you ever want to get in touch with me you can find me here. 

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for such a great time, and good luck in all future endeavors, RP or not. c:

-Rhia

[therobertbaratheon]

You better watch your words. I’m not in the mood. Do not tell me where to bury my brother. I may not have been perfect but he was still my brother and I raised him as my own son at five and ten. If I want to bury my brother in the sea with our parents, I will do as I please. Do you understand me?

That being said. I want your input on where my brother should lay to rest. I might not have approved of it, but he loved you more then he loved either Stannis or I. Now why do you feel the need to bring him to Highgarden? He will be alone then. You will be here at the capital. And when you die, will you lay beside him or will you lay next to your other love? You are only ten and six. You may marry.

[troisiemerose]

I - [clenches jaw and nods once] 

I...if you would have it, my lord, I would have him laid to rest at Highgarden. He - felt loved there. And I know you loved him, of course I do. You just...aren't as open about it as my brothers are with me. But he felt loved in Highgarden and he deserves to be there. Of course I'll - there will never be another! And perks of the Kingsguard, I won't ever marry. And there will never be another, not like him.

[hauntingashara]

[After a few moments Garlan pulls back and squeezes his brother’s shoulder firmly.] No, you didn’t miss your chance to say goodbye. You missed your chance to say it to his face, but you can still say it. I didn’t get to say goodbye to Father’s face, but that doesn’t mean I didn’t eventually say goodbye… if that makes sense? Loras, no fault lies with you and I will keep repeating that until there is no breath left in my body. You are my brother and I love you, my newfound dislike of Kings Landing comes second to making sure you have support and Margaery has someone to protect her.

[troisiemerose]

...you're right. I'll say it, then. I must. I've got to. Yes, it does make sense. Thank you, Garlan. There may have not been fault in his - in his death, but...I did not speak soon enough before I left, is all. Yes. It will do me good at least to focus on protecting her. Regardless - thank you, Garlan. It means more than you know. 

[thestark-instarfall-deactivated]

(groans at the use of her new title)  It’s understandable.  You haven’t had to deal with death yet in your life, and you were close to Lord Renly.  I’ve seen plenty of death, but it still hits me hard.  Edric was a boy of five-and-ten, and I expected him to outlive all of us.

[troisiemerose]

(cracks a weak smile) You don't like being Lady Dayne, then? I wish that was true, but - for this to happen so close to my father's death is...unfortunate. Yes, close. I am sorry to hear of your nephew, my lady. The deaths of children have been the worst news of these recent events.

[roslin-thorne]

It’s such a tragic what happened, isn’t it?

[troisiemerose]

...yes. More so than words can describe.

Were any of your family hurt, my lady?

[therobertbaratheon]

I’m not really in the mood to make jokes.

[troisiemerose]

Thank the gods for that.

I'm - [swallows hard] I'm bringing him to Highgarden to - to be buried. I don't care if you want him at Storm's End, he's not going to be put to rest there, he hated it!

[hauntingashara]

[Garlan grimaces and pulls his baby brother in for a firm hug.] No, I can’t. But what I can do is promise that you will not be alone, not for a moment. Marg and I will accompany you to the capital, you will get your chance to say goodbye Loras, I swear.

[troisiemerose]

[Though it takes him a second to relax into it, he eventually hugs Garlan back.] I appreciate that you would, though, if you could. No. I - missed my chance to say goodbye and that's my own fault. But I...want to thank you. I know how you hate the capitol. Thank you for coming back with me.

[steelthornedtyrell-deactivated2]

As soon as we are packed brother we are leaving. You, Garlan, Aegon and the rest of his company along with myself will be heading back to King’s Landing. I will stay with you as long as I can…

[troisiemerose]

Good - good. I'm...I'm sorry to drag you away from Highgarden, Margaery. I had hoped to bring you back with me to King's Landing, but...under admittedly different circumstances.

[steelthornedtyrell-deactivated2]

A Stag's Rose || Margaery + Loras

[steelthornedtyrell-deactivated2]

I have to go to him - we can’t leave him there all alone. We have to bring him homeas Loras said those words in his shattered and broken voice they cut like knives into her soft flesh. As he whispered it sounded as if he were reduced to a tender age still afraid of monsters and darkness and the stories septas told to keep wayward children in line; he sounded as if right there and now he was praying hoping for a divine intervention, a sign; something. It tore through her and pulled her very fragile heart apart yet as he heart was breaking for her brother she would be his strength. Margaery had promised herself that she would be his hands when they failed his support when he was falling. Her family needed Loras - She needed him.

Lifting his face to hold it in her hands she spoke in a way that was firm yet without scolding him, she spoke like a mother would her children. Some women were meant to be great mothers and while she in no way doubted she would be a good mother she was meant to be something far better then a mother and her voice had every quality of her desired station in life and yet all the tenderness in the world. Wiping his eyes she kissed his forehead “I wrote back to Dany the second I got the letter and I told her that the moment I informed you I would make plans to leave to bring you back to him and then so we could in deed bring him home  - to his true home…. I know you loved him” Marg breathed, still holding him rocking softly back and forth still, making sure she wiped away those tears that were falling.

[troisiemerose]

"I'll have to ask the King for leave to come back here with - with him," Loras murmured, not quite ready to say his body just yet. He could feel the part of him that was so broken and empty after hearing this news try to shut down, and he tried to focus on anything else. There would be hours, nights, years of thinking of the pain; he could not afford to do that now. 

"He deserves to be here," he said, nodding shakily, "He'll - he would have wanted that." His hands were shaking still, and he put the dagger down, albeit very slowly. He couldn't look at it, not right now; not at the roses curving up the handle and definitely not at the antlers carved into the sheath. The visible reminders would be too much, far too much. He had to be strong, now. He could grieve later. He had to get back to King's Landing and he had to be strong - for Renly. 

[evangelinehightower-deactivated]

Oh, my sweet Loras. I’m so truly sorry that you lost him. Will you allow me to sit with you a while as nothing but your aunt and your friend?

[troisiemerose]

-Aunt Evangeline. 

I'm sorry you've got to see me in this state. Yes, a friend right now wouldn't go amiss. 

[thestark-instarfall-deactivated]

I don’t even know what to say.  I’m truly sorry for your loss, Ser Loras.

[troisiemerose]

There isn't anything to say, Lady St- Lady Dayne. And I am sorry for your loss as well; it seems I am worse with dealing with the grief of others than even that of my own. 

[roslin-thorne]

[troisiemerose]

Lady Roslin. Do you - do you need something?

[hauntingashara]

Brother, what I wouldn’t give to take all of your pain away…

[troisiemerose]

But you can't.

Nobody can.

[therobertbaratheon]

You alright?

[troisiemerose]

I - no. I'm not.

...you're not going to make jokes now, are you?

[troisiemerose]

[steelthornedtyrell-deactivated2]

A Stag's Rose || Margaery + Loras

[steelthornedtyrell-deactivated2]

As Loras tried to pull away from her Margaery held tighter to him and moved closer to him to wrap her arm consolingly and protectively around him. While her other hand reached up to his face she ran a thumb across his cheek making him look at her and into her eyes. Her eyes would tell him the truth, they would tell him this was anything but a lie. They would tell him how much it hurt to deliver such news to him. 

"Loras… I would not ever play such a trick on you and you know that. Not you…. Dany would never lie to me next to you I trust her greatly. Loras…" She whispered pulling him closer, resting his head on her chest knowing words wouldn’t be able to convey properly any of the feelings she felt. Holding him tightly she rocked him back and forth, running her finger softly through his hair.

[troisiemerose]

He's stiff for a moment after she's wrapped him in a hug, but then collapses into her, breathing hard against her hair. Something must be wrong with the information Dany had sent Margaery. This couldn't be happening, not now, not ever-

"I have to go to him," he says, his voice breaking hard. "I can't - we can't leave him there all alone, Marg." A tiny rational part of his mind whispered that of course Renly wouldn't be all alone, that he'd have people there in King's Landing, but - oh, gods. How was Loras supposed to face Robert and Stannis about this? He pushed it from his mind - he didn't care. That wasn't important right now. 

"We have to bring him home," he whispered, because he'd be damned if Renly was put to rest at Storm's End, the home that had never felt like a home to Renly. "We have to," he repeated, voice wavering before he had to swallow back a frantic sob, "Margaery, what am I going to do?"

[divinise-moved-deactivated20130]

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[troisiemerose]

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